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    The One

    Story written on March 9, 2008 by ge97511.
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    Touring has been the only thing that has saved me from going completely insane. The only thing. If I didn’t have my music, my work I surely would of gone insane. It’s the only thing that’s kept me going. That and the simply fact that I know she will always love me and she‘s at peace. That she was able to love me. Just me. So those two little things are what make me get up out of bed and function.

    Spencer Carlin was and will always be my everything. She came fell out of the sky and forever changed me. She saw my attributes and my many flaws and still loved me. She stole my heart without trying and gave me hers in return. Unfortunately, it just wasn’t enough. It just wasn’t enough for her to really be happy. Not completely happy. I just wanted for her to have that. Complete happiness.

    I close my eyes and remember the last time we saw each other, the last time we talked. The night we broke up. It’s been 5 years and it’s still fresh in my mind and it always will be.

    “I can’t stand you crying.” I said through a fit of tears

    “I just can’t stand it. I feel like a hypocrite going to church. It doesn’t feel right.” Spencer whimpered

    “Then we need to fix that. You need to find a compromise between your faith and me.” I said tearfully

    “There isn’t any. It’s black and white, Ashley. I have to give you up to keep my religious beliefs. To be a good catholic. There isn’t any gray area.” Spencer cried

    “Fine, then I’ll go. I can’t stand knowing that it’s because of me you’re like this. You’re in such pain. I can feel it.” I cried back

    “No!! I need you. You make me happy. I don‘t think I can live without you.” Spencer cried as she ran to me and hugged me

    I pulled back, looked her in those beautiful blue eyes of hers and asked the question that I knew the answer deep down but still hoped that by some miracle it would be different, “Can you live without your faith? Can you? Can you be happy without it?”

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    3. I was raised Catholic and I would NEVER choose that religion over “The One”. So Spencer is just going to live a lie? Does she not know you actually can have both in your life? Obviously she hasn’t reached out to any support groups. Interesting story.

    4. Oh man… that song already makes me cry cause I use to listen to it when me and my ex broke up, so this ending was reallllllyy deep. I love your stories, your like pretty much amazing =D

    10. I’ve read this over and over about 5 times now. Still gets me crying…I can’t stop reading it. It just fits perfectly in my life. *sighs* …you did an amazing job with this one.

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