Tomorrow was the beginning of a month long vacation to hell; the group was waking early and meeting at the Carlin’s residence than from there driving for eight hours up to the cabin.

Spencer knew she needed sleep especially when she was going to have to deal with her girlfriend wanting to spend time with her to Ashley who would do anything, including chop of said girlfriend’s head to get time with her. So why was it she couldn’t fall asleep, her mind was in a state of conscious chaos and oh how she wished it was unconscious at the moment. Groaning she flipped over staying at the red LED light of the clock slowly ticking away the time, the five changed to a six now making it 2:46.

She sat up punching the pillow hoping it would become a soft marshmallow to lull her into a deep sleep, flopping down she scrunched it up into her hands while resting her head again sighing in frustration wishing Serenity would have stayed over at least long enough for her to fall asleep. Her eyes shut but sleep still evaded her, hours ticked by but when she looked at the clock it was only turning three. Her head pounded the pillow while she screamed into the empty room wanting desperately to sleep, but not any old sleep the peaceful no nightmare slumber of an innocent girl that she had once been.

Blue eyes stared over to her dresser, more specifically the bottom drawer at the very end. The moon light seeped into the room from her window, beaming on that one drawer as if it was a sign or spot light, telling her to get up and use it again after nine months. “No I don’t need it!” she chided her self out loud than growled at the fact she was talking to her self.

But the pulling sensation wouldn’t leave, the deep penetrating pull of knowing that if only she got up and accepted the idea of opening the drawer again that she would be able to fall asleep, “I don’t need it, I don’t need it, I don’t need it!” she kept repeating over and over again.

Glancing at the clock she saw it was three thirty, “Damn it!” she whispered violently throwing the covers off her body and slowly made her way to the dresser. She leaned down and pulled the drawer open slowly, a small black fabric peaked out and she shut the drawer again trying to catch her breath, “Just open it pussy!” she reprimanded her self.