Chapter Four: Graduation Day– Ashley’s Point of View

So it’s settled. The attraction between Spencer and I is mutual. Though I know she is denying it, deep down inside she wants me inside of her.
Litterally. I’m not trying to be sexual here but…okay, maybe I am but only a little bit. The last few days that I’ve been here living with the Carlin family has helped me understand the anatomy of Spencer’s innocence. The more I get under her skin, the more I want to be with her. But the more I get underneath Spencer’s skin, the more Kyla becomes vicious with her comments towards me whenever we’re alone. I really don’t understand what Kyla’s problem is and I doubt that there is a root to it either; I’m assuming she’s jealous that she can’t lure the guys like I can lure the girls. Yeah, that must be it. I’ll keep telling myself that until she confesses her true feelings. I hate it when that girl drags something out and holds a grudge on me for days until she gives in and spills. The routine is so predictable and I’m done with it. I don’t want to deal with her immaturity anymore. Until she ‘fesses somethin’ up, I’m continuing my pursuit with hot blondie here.

By the way, did I mention how amazing Spencer is? Jee-zus!

Spencer is just an adorable little girl. She’s barely sixteen yet she’s got her whole life figured out and that’s totally respectable. She’s only had three boyfriends in her entire life and she was only in love with one of them. She almost gave up her virginity for that guy(thankfully she rejected him in the end) and regretted being involved with him. Just knowing this sort of information made me feel like I had been her best friend waiting on the sidelines for years now but in reality, it’s only been a week or so. I have this strange feeling inside the pit of my stomach and it’s telling me to continue chasing this girl. I feel like I could have the whole world in the palm of my hands if I’m actually with this girl. To be honest, these kinds of emotions make me panic because I am scared of falling in love. In this case, I think I may be falling too fast so I gotta be quick on my part. I need to flirt with her long enough until I get her to melt for me. It’s funny how I want to form a relationship with this Spencer Carlin because I’ve only known her a week. There’s just something about her that makes me feel secure about my life and it’s rare to meet someone who can have that kind of effect on me. I was in love with Aiden, supposedly, but he never made me feel this way. God…Spencer is worth chasing forever.
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