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    The Architecture of Falling… – (Chapter: I Hope)

    Story written on November 13, 2007 by goaskalice.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=15758
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    Kyla may know more than she’s letting on. Spencer may FEEL more than she’s letting on.

    I let her sleep. I left her right there in that bed that had suddenly and without a moment’s notice become the safest haven I had ever known. I tiptoed down the hall and slipped in bed beside Kyla, who was luckily still very much asleep. And I thought to myself that upon my return everything was somehow a little different. I was yet to see how different, as that could only be determined in the light of a new day, but still…

    Different.

    I had left the smallest bit of my burden with Ashley, trusting that she could handle it. In its wake I felt lighter. Stronger. Better. I wanted to somehow communicate how important that difference was through words, but everything seemed deeply inadequate after the words she had said to me as she absorbed my tears with her own. Her eyes said that she knew. I had to trust that she did.

    “Spencer…”

    Kyla’s voice broke through my thoughts, completely startling me wide awake.

    “Hey…hey…hi, what’s up?” I mumbled, turning to face her.

    “Where did you go?”

    “Huh?”

    “You left a long time ago and you didn’t come back.”

    “I’m not sure I know what you…”

    “You leave a lot. Where do you go? You leave all the time…why?” she asked, eyes still closed.

    “I have trouble sleeping, that’s all. I usually go um…I usually just watch TV downstairs or something.”

    “Oh.”

    “I didn’t mean to make you worry.”

    “I wasn’t worried. I was just curious.”

    She was quiet for awhile and I took it as a sign that this conversation was at least temporarily over, so I pulled the covers up to my neck and finally shut my eyes.

    “Ashley has trouble sleeping too,” Kyla said softly, before effortlessly falling asleep all over again.

     

     

     

    The next day went on as next days tend to go on after life-altering events. Easier than predicted, the previous day dissolving into its predecessor, never leaving an unattended throne. Of course there were things.

    Small things.

    Major things.

    Major things disguised in small garb.

    So maybe I was falling all over again. Because every time she looked at me a wall dropped and the glacial shell protecting my heart began to melt away. Her eyes could just do that.

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    1. Great post. I love the way you handled the ackwardness after Kyla asked about the girls. It was excellent and I actually laughed a bit at how nervous they were. I love this fic because you’re not afraid to show all of spencer’s shortcomings. You don’t apologize for their humanity.

    2. Kyla definitely knows…Who wouldn’t be able to see through Spencer and Ashley’s lame excuses? Oh my…anyway I really loved this update and the fact that Spencer seems more relaxed and free to love the brunette without all the walls. Favorite line: I shook my head. I wanted her to stay. I wanted her sitting next to me, her fingers pretending to be innocent parties as they made their way inside the band of my yoga pants… ~~ HELLO…now that what I’m talking about! ;) I truly loved this fan-freaking-tastic update. PMS

    3. I have been sitting in the library for hours working on a paper, but checking every 5 minutes for an update and finally! and what and update it was, Spencer is so going to break..and kyla clearly knows..cant wait for the next chapter, hope it comes soon.very soon

    4. Once again. Love. this. story! I’m psyched that Spencer is letting Ashley shoulder some of her pain and that her walls are slowing coming down… But I’m kinda of nervous, cause Spencer is leaving in less than a week and I hope neither one of them gets hurt in this..its clear they both care deeply for each other..but, i’m wondering how this is gonna play out in your story…hmmm…Can’t wait to find out..Thanks again..PMS..

    5. excellent update…. i love how the new day brought a new feeling to the story… spencer is slowly letting her wall down and i love it!!! oh and kyla sooooo knows, i love how awkward you’re making it for the girls haha… can’t wait for the next update! thanks for this one! peace

    7. Ooooh… I loved it once again. Kyla is likely way smarter than they are giving her credit for. I’m sure she heard not just voices, but moans and screams. LOL. I love how they are falling in love. It’s like a barrelling train, they just can’t stop it. Great update.

    10. great update yes it does look kyla’s starting to wonder what’s with ashley and spencer. guess she’s not as oblivious as we all see her. or maybe she is and i’m giving her too much credit. well great update!!pms!!

    11. Great post. I love the way you handled the ackwardness after Kyla asked about the girls. It was excellent and I actually laughed a bit at how nervous they were. I love this fic because you’re not afraid to show all of spencer’s shortcomings. You don’t apologize for their humanity.

    12. Kyla definitely knows…Who wouldn’t be able to see through Spencer and Ashley’s lame excuses? Oh my…anyway I really loved this update and the fact that Spencer seems more relaxed and free to love the brunette without all the walls. Favorite line: I shook my head. I wanted her to stay. I wanted her sitting next to me, her fingers pretending to be innocent parties as they made their way inside the band of my yoga pants… ~~ HELLO…now that what I’m talking about! ;) I truly loved this fan-freaking-tastic update. PMS

    13. I have been sitting in the library for hours working on a paper, but checking every 5 minutes for an update and finally! and what and update it was, Spencer is so going to break..and kyla clearly knows..cant wait for the next chapter, hope it comes soon.very soon

    14. Once again. Love. this. story! I’m psyched that Spencer is letting Ashley shoulder some of her pain and that her walls are slowing coming down… But I’m kinda of nervous, cause Spencer is leaving in less than a week and I hope neither one of them gets hurt in this..its clear they both care deeply for each other..but, i’m wondering how this is gonna play out in your story…hmmm…Can’t wait to find out..Thanks again..PMS..

    15. excellent update…. i love how the new day brought a new feeling to the story… spencer is slowly letting her wall down and i love it!!! oh and kyla sooooo knows, i love how awkward you’re making it for the girls haha… can’t wait for the next update! thanks for this one! peace

    17. Ooooh… I loved it once again. Kyla is likely way smarter than they are giving her credit for. I’m sure she heard not just voices, but moans and screams. LOL. I love how they are falling in love. It’s like a barrelling train, they just can’t stop it. Great update.

    20. great update yes it does look kyla’s starting to wonder what’s with ashley and spencer. guess she’s not as oblivious as we all see her. or maybe she is and i’m giving her too much credit. well great update!!pms!!

    21. I agree with AugustLove. Kyla has probably heard a lot of things, but she’s just playing this little game. At least, that’s what I think. Totally lovin’ the story, PMASAP!!!!!!

    22. I agree with AugustLove. Kyla has probably heard a lot of things, but she’s just playing this little game. At least, that’s what I think. Totally lovin’ the story, PMASAP!!!!!!

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