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    Since Birth – (Chapter: 15: Blackout)

    Story written on November 25, 2007 by SoN1stFAN.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=15854
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    Is Ashley really moving on?

    SPENCER’S P.O.V.

    I want Ashley, I think I do. I’m just scared of how it’ll turn out, how people will look at me. How my parents will look at me. She’s my best friend, when best friends get involved with each other and break up, it ruins the friendship. I just, I don’t want to completely lose her. It’s really hard for me, I’m in love with my best friend, who just happens to be a girl. Where does that leave me? I mean, I do like boys. They’re hot, I’m attracted to them. But I’m attracted to Ashley. I can see myself having a husband, and kids…but, I can see that with Ashley too. I don’t know, it’s all so confusing. I hope I haven’t lost her for good.

    Spencer: “Where’s Ashley?” I ask walking into the kitchen.

    Arthur: “Spencer, I thought you were gone with her. She left about five minutes ago.” Damn it!

    Spencer: “Alright.”

    Arthur: “Do you need me to give you a ride.”

    Spencer: “Yea.”

    Arthur: “Ok.” he dries off his hands and grabbed his keys. We get in his car and were on our way.

    Arthur: “So is everything alright between you and Ashley? It seems like there’s some animosity between you two lately.”

    Spencer: “Yea, we’re fine.” I say in monotone.

    Arthur: “Are you sure you’re ok Spence? Is it little Timmy? What’d he do?”

    Spencer: “No, it’s not Tim dad, I’m not even dating him anymore.” I sigh.

    Arthur: “You know I’ll find out sooner or later.” he said with a smirk. For everyone’s sake, I hope he doesn’t. He dropped me off at school.


    A week later:


    Ash and I have barley talked to each other. I mean, we don’t talk like we use to. We still talk but…she never stops by my room anymore. I’ve gone to her room a few times in this past week, but every time I go in, she seems uninterested in our talks. I think I ruined our friendship, and that’s exactly what I didn’t want to happen. That’s one of the reasons I can’t be more with her. I shouldn’t have even slept with her, sex complicates things. It gets too many feelings involved and clouds your judgment. That really shouldn’t have happened. But it’s not like I made it any better. I mean, I kind of threw myself at her…twice. God I’m such an idiot! I miss my best friend.

    I talked to Aiden about what happened the other day, I convinced him she just doesn’t like him and that the argument was about her not thinking I should date him, which is kind of true, with stuff left out. So, I’m walking to lunch with Aiden, hand in hand. He’s a good boyfriend, like perfect. He’s like a big teddy bear, with lots of hormones. I like the teddy bear part of him, he’s one of those guys thats not afraid to show how he feels. I stop in my tracks when I see Ashley…all over some girl. Like, the girl has her tongue halfway down Ashley’s throat!

    Aiden: “Babe, I never knew Ashley was into girls!” he says in an excited tone.

    Spencer: “Yea.” I say listlessly. She’s not supposed to be with that…that…that skank! Bu I don’t care anyway.

    Aiden: “Spence, are you coming, or not?” I snap out of my trance and look at him.

    Spencer: “Uh…yea.” we start walking to our usual table, when Aiden stops.

    Aiden: “Maybe we should sit with them?” he says with a smirk, watching Ashley and the skank. I sit at another table.

    Spencer: “Um, how about no!” I say sarcastically.

    Aiden: “Jeez, ok calm down. What’s your damage?”

    Spencer: “Nothing, I’m just…I’m not feeling too well.” I say rising from the table.

    I hear Aiden saying something, but I can’t make it out, I don’t turn back. Everything sounds so muffled. I’m still in the quad, walking to the restroom, I feel so dizzy, my vision is blurring. Then everything goes black.

    TBC

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    1. i hope when spence wakes up she is in ashleys arms. they might be fighting but i have a feeling that no matter what ash will be there to catch spence when she fall. i hope!!!!! love it

    4. Hope Ashley nurses Spencer back to health and that she’s only using that other girl to make Spencer jealous. Spencer needs to get her head out of her rear and realize she needs to be with Ashley, you’d think her reaction to seeing Ashley with someone else would tell her that.

    5. i too am glad spencer is realizing that she does like ashley as more than just a friend. she needs to not worry about what other peope think. but i totally get where she is coming from with that. (= awesome update!! this story is SOO great!! PMASAP!

    7. i hope when spence wakes up she is in ashleys arms. they might be fighting but i have a feeling that no matter what ash will be there to catch spence when she fall. i hope!!!!! love it

    10. Hope Ashley nurses Spencer back to health and that she’s only using that other girl to make Spencer jealous. Spencer needs to get her head out of her rear and realize she needs to be with Ashley, you’d think her reaction to seeing Ashley with someone else would tell her that.

    11. i too am glad spencer is realizing that she does like ashley as more than just a friend. she needs to not worry about what other peope think. but i totally get where she is coming from with that. (= awesome update!! this story is SOO great!! PMASAP!

    13. As some of the guys have said before me, I also feel Spencer deserves what she’s getting now. She totally deserves it. However, I can’t wait for Spashley to get their act together.Awesome update!!! PMS!!!

    14. As some of the guys have said before me, I also feel Spencer deserves what she’s getting now. She totally deserves it. However, I can’t wait for Spashley to get their act together.Awesome update!!! PMS!!!

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