Ashley and I Just kissed a couple little hours ago.. god i can still feel her sweet warn lips on mine mm i would do anything for another kiss even though i dont want to see Aiden kissing Mads again wait a second.. OMG WAT THAT HELL MADISON DID NOT GOT ALL FREAKY WITH AIDEN! i was so into Ashley that i didnt even realize how wrong that was i mean Madison is my best friend isnt there like a code for that.. Aiden and I only broke up a little ago..

xOxMadsxOx: heyyyyy girl

Cutie101: hey.. um do you like Aiden?

xOxMadsxOx: what?! i would never do that u.. u my bff

Cutie101: u sure u 2 seem a lil close today…

xOxMadsxOx: it hurts me that u would think that he is so not my type..

Cutie101: im sorry M just it was a crazy nite…

xOxMadsxOx: wat do u mean?

Cutie101: mm nvm..i gtg tho u know school tomorrow

xOxMadsxOx: u totally hidin something from me Spency

Cutie101: def mads i been wanting to tell u something for a while idk if i should do

xOxMadsxOx: omg girl plz u can tell me anything

Cutie101: umm ok here we go….mads.. I am.

Cutie101: a Spongebob fanatic lol.. i cant help it come on he LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA!

xoxMadsxOx: i hate u sometimes u know

Cutie101: oh come on! dont let my Spongebob love come between our friendship!

xoxMadsxOx: oh of course not as long as you accept my love for Barney

Cutie101: EW not a chance peaceeee dinousaur lover freak!

So that went well for a second i though about telling her the truth but thats something i dont even know if its true..okay i admit it I am BI but im not sure i want Mads to be the first one i tell..

Next couple of days went pretty okay i didnt see Ashley a lot but we talked everyday online so it helped a lilttle bit until friday during my history class "omg i forgot my binder again miss Blair" i was going to bring it while i was getting my books from my locker but then Ashley passed by IN A MINI SKIRT!

 " again! spencer this is the last time ill let you go to your locker next time you will have a cero for the day" ugh she can be so nice and a bitch sometimes but whatever at least i get to get out a class for a couple of minutes and just as i was turning into my hallway to get to my locker when i saw an the most gorgeous person in my little world "open open please open damn it come on little locker you can do it "was she really talking to her locker? "Ashley? what are you doing?" i couldnt help but stare at her she looked so good… not like she didnt everyday.."Hey gorgeous! omg would you please help me i cant open this stupid locker. Miss Veck is making me change my skirt because it is too short for her.. what does she even know i mean seriously i know if i was her i wouldnt wear it because of those chicken legs that she has.." oh why why noo she looks soo good in that skirt! "wow are you serious but you look soo hot" there i go again i did not just say that to her! "wow spence still horny since last time i might have to do something about this" oh please do please pretty please! "wat do you mean?" she better not be a tease again "well you know i always had this little like umm dream" oh god what could this possibly be.. "oh my dear Ashley and what might this be?" yea because i would do anything for you "you.. me.. Janitors closet the closer the better" aoshfsoghod wat?! oh this girl is naughty!! ME LIKEY "oh well then we might just have to do something about that" okay hot hot this is too much for me im burning! she is driving me crazy! "well call me tomorrow and we will figure this all out" she said while writting her number with a pink sharpie that she had in her purse and then she started walking away "but but wait what about your locker…and what time you want me to call you?" this was a dream come on " eh you said i looked so hot in this so she can get over it.. and babe call me whenever your ready" with that said i just walked back to my class not being able to stop thinking about Ashley but just when i was about to sit down on my chair.."um Miss Carlin where is your binder?" FUCK i forgot! gosh Davies you gotta stop doing this to me!! "um my dog ate it sorry we have him on this new diet and it was either that or my diary I totally forgot" haha i love being a rebel sometimes "Detention Carlin! you and me after school" Crap! why do i get myself into this things STORY OF MY LIFE

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