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    The Architecture of Falling… – (Chapter: Absolute Panic…)

    One restless hour, two slices of Angelo’s pizza, and more awkward glances than I can account for later, I am sitting next to Spencer on the couch—Kyla’s idea—as we sit and watch “The Notebook.”

    Kyla’s idea.

    I guess I wasn’t watching the movie. I guess instead my peripheral vision was interacting with Spencer’s as we sat thigh to thigh and secret to secret on that shrinking couch that used to be a lot more horizontally adequate before her arrival. She was sandwiched between Kyla and I, but all bodily contact was with me and the longer it continued the less I was convinced it was merely out of coincidence.

    “I freaking love this movie,” Kyla says, eyes threatening to spill tears but staying glued to the screen, “I love Ryan Gosling.”

    “I love Rachel McAdams,” Spencer says quietly, and I imagine that her hand casually grazes mine. At least…

    I think I imagine.

    “Yeah, she’s great too,” Kyla agrees.

    Spencer is staring at me again. I can tell because those eyes could penetrate the thickest surface, render it fragile and unsubstantial. And I’d allow it…

    But I can’t.

    “I think I’m going to call it a night, you two. I’m exhausted,” I say, standing suddenly.

    “Whoa, but we’re getting to the best part. Can’t you wait?” Kyla asks.

    “I don’t think so. I mean, I’m barely awake as is, so…”

    Spencer grabs my hand, a last attempt to make me stay and just for a second I squeeze back. I’m only so strong, and she knows it.

    “How much longer before it’s over, Ky?”

    “Like thirty more minutes, I swear. Sit.”

    I release my hundredth sigh of the evening and collapse beside Spencer once again. But this time I think of that night. That night two years ago, the night before her perception changed forever. That night in the kitchen when Kyla was sound asleep upstairs…

     

     

    *“Did I scare you?” she asks as she steps into the kitchen.

    Her hair is disheveled, her hands sleepily grab at the hem of her tank top, twisting it around her fingers.

    “No, I was just making my usual three o’clock sandwich. You want one?”

    “It’s three in the morning, Ash.”

    “Hence the name of the sandwich. You want one or not?”

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    Comments

    1. love it! so good. i so know where ashleys coming from tho. i’m totally defenseless against hot girls too. i remember in middle school my first crush was on this really popular girl. i brought her candy, and burned cds for her, made cookies and fudge for her, did her science hw anything and she never even asked me to do any of it. lol. love makes people crazy.

    2. love it! so good. i so know where ashleys coming from tho. i’m totally defenseless against hot girls too. i remember in middle school my first crush was on this really popular girl. i brought her candy, and burned cds for her, made cookies and fudge for her, did her science hw anything and she never even asked me to do any of it. lol. love makes people crazy.

    3. Ashley, Spencer, bed, and sexual tension combined with unrequited love will no doubt create an emotionally charged event that will hopefully turn this “talk” into a rousing game passion and desire! I love this story and I’m so looking forward to the next update. Excellent chapter! PMS

    4. Ashley, Spencer, bed, and sexual tension combined with unrequited love will no doubt create an emotionally charged event that will hopefully turn this “talk” into a rousing game passion and desire! I love this story and I’m so looking forward to the next update. Excellent chapter! PMS

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