Everybody’s talking about how I can’t be in love, and how I shouldn’t want to be in love because I’m too young…well those people think of love as something they have to tolerate…and I feel sorry for them. I love being in love, and I love being in love with the girl I’m in love with…

However that could potentially be the problem…what if I’m more in love than she is, what if I can’t stay away and she’s all I have…at what point to I stop myself and ask if I can support myself on my own…because that would be proof to kick a habit…if I could do everything as I would on my own…

“there she is…” I said answering my phone

“hey…” she said excited to hear my voice

“how was your flight?” I asked her

“long…I couldn’t stop thinking about you and I still can’t…I just can’t believe how far we are from each other…” she responded

“I know…trust me I miss you so much…” I told her “…how’s Ohio? Are you at your dorm yet?”

“yeah…well I just got here like a few minutes ago…all my stuff is here, and my roommate’s here too, but I haven’t met her…” she told me

“uh oh…a roommate…”

“what? are you jealous?”

“no…it’s not that at all…I just hope she’s ok with us having sex all night when I come to visit…” I said laughing

“Ashley!” Spencer exclaimed

“oh you want it…” I told her laughing

“that may be just a little true…” she said “…ok, very true…” she added

“well you’re not the only one…” I told her smiling into my phone

“I miss you so much ash…”

“I miss you too baby…” I told her being sincere “I wish I could kiss you right now…” I admitted to her

“I wish you could kiss me too…” she responded and it just made me want to be with her more which wasn’t what I needed “…but I’ll see you soon enough…” she said

“yeah…I hope…” I told her “…I’m so sorry spence, but I have to go…I have vocal lessons and it’s my first ones and I don’t want to be…” I started then she interrupted me