OK lets see so after driving a little we pulled up at this huge house "Ashley where are we? i dont see a movie theather around OMG are you kidnapping me?" she got of the car and open the door for me and then grabbed my hand " Well I figure we could have dinner and watch a movie here the best place my house i want us to be able to talk without no one distracting us and since no one is ever home! we can do whatever we want or whatever you want" Aww this is soo adorable, cute and mm kinda kinky did she say whatever I want too?……ahh i know i have such a dirty mind sometimes but you know what I totally blame her SOOOO her fault!… aww ashley is holding my hand she is serioulsy just drop dead gorgeous! her hands are so smooth and our hands perfectly fit together this has to mean something! … Ladies and gentlement we have winner "Ding ding ding" is Ashley i know it now I want her and only her and I will fight to be with her no matter what! Im done playing little games!

Once she show me a little bit of her AMAZING house we went to the kitchen the cutest thing was when i saw a plain pie of my favorite pizzeria and fries! my eyes lit up she remember! "so I remember you telling me this was your favorite thing to eat and of course your favorite place Ralphs Pizza" i couldnt help but just hug her she was being wayy to adorable this is a side of her that no one knows.. everyone in school know that all she is the rebel girl the one that isnt sweet but so damn hot that everyone wants to be with her or to be like her.. and now really thinking about it no wonder her relationships never lasted she is afraid of commitment she has never really full out trusted so one.." Thank you so much Ash this shows me a totally different side of you one of all five sides you have haha" .. " your the only that has seen this side of me actually i feel like i can trust you" i have to know more about her i have to know why is she so afraid of commitment "so ashley why are you afraid of commitment? did anyone hurt you?" good thing we were eating by now after i ask that i totally stuck a slice of pizza up my mouth and yes i almost choked but thats okay she didnt see that he he "Spence is complicated commitment is telling someone that you love them and you will be there for them and trust them no matter what.. and well love for me is giving someone the power to brake your heart but trusting them not too..and im just the type of person that cant do that i dont even trust myself sometimes.. i dont want to get hurt thats something ill never be able to handle heartbreak i guess thats why i broke up with Tom he said I love you and im just not ready for commitment it scares the living shit out of me" I listen to every single word without saying anything this isnt good she cant be so afraid like this "Sweetie we all have to get hurt is part of life thats how we learn and grow up.. being able to love someone is the most precious and at the same time most dangerous gift of life if you find the person that truly loves you.. you gotta fight for that love eventually you will have too or you will never be happy" at this point she started crying "Spencer i wish I could think like you i really do think your one of the strongest people I ever met and Im so close of letting you in my life … your words just make me want to be better" she seems so vulnarable right now i just want to hold her and tell her i love her so much "I will always be here for you no matter what ash you can trust me now come on lets cheer up OH i know what would cheer up uuuuuuuuuuu who lives in a pineapple under the sea! SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!" i was singing so loud and she couldnt stop laughing when "OUCH no fair you supose to eat the fry no THROW IT!" she was so red she couldnt stop laughing "well If you werent such a Spongebob maniac i wouldnt have to hit you wit fries LOSER!" The rest of the night we just held each other while watching a couple movies and the best part was the once in a while we we stare at eachother and end up in an amazing lip lock.." OMG WHAT TIME IS IT?" MY ASS IS SO GROUNDED!" so i was so excited with everything that i kinda forgot about telling my parents where i was or that i was even going out oops! " Lets get you home my little princess" then after a little while we got back to my house "By the way Spence I’M gonna be out of school this week I have to take care of somethings but im gonna miss you soo much ill hopefully talk to you soon thanks for amazing night beutiful" noooo A week without Ashley thats just way too much!! umm maybe ill build a machine and travel to the future? yup anything for her "I will miss you soo much I had an amazing night tooo thank you for everything" then she gave me a goodbye kiss and drove away.. That whole night I had nothing in my mind but Ashley I even BRUSHED MY TEETH WITH KETCHUP! now dont ask me how that happen but with Ashley in my mind anything is possible!