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Calculus is for Lovers – (Chapter: Chapter 6)
I just looked at her, waiting for my brain to register her question.
“What?”
“I said, ‘Is it working’.” She looked at me boldly, waiting for a reply.
“Ash…” I started. Ash… where’d that come from?!
“Spence, I know you’re straight. That’s cool and everything, but I would be lying if I said I didn’t find you attractive. I’d also be lying if I said I wasn’t attracted to you.” She said all of this as if it were the easiest thing in the world. She oozed confidence like a female in heat oozes pheromones, and maybe that’s why I kept finding myself so attracted to her. Attracted in her general direction, I mean. Because I’m straight.
Still, my heart dropped to my stomach when she said all of this. “Ashley, you’re my best friend, and I love you. But I have a boyfriend.” Why did you say you had a boyfriend? Why didn’t you just tell her that you’re straight?
“I know, and that’s ok. As long as you’re happy,” she said, trailing off. Purposely trailing off, I might add, as if she perhaps doubted my level of happiness. She put her hand on my knee.
When I felt her hand on my knee my heart left its current position in my stomach and flew up to my throat, and my breathing hitched.
“I hope I haven’t made you uncomfortable,” she said earnestly.
I was perfectly comfortable. As comfortable as someone who has walked to class naked, because that’s just about how exposed I felt. I felt as though Ashley could see right through me, see what I was thinking. I thought she knew that my heart was threatening to beat right out of my chest, and that my palms were sweating, and that my senses were so heightened that I could smell the sweet and spicy combination of vanilla and cloves that she dabbed on her neck and wrists.
“No, Ashley,” I croaked out. “It’s fine. It’s all fine. Besides,” I smiled weakly, “I know how you go through the ladies. You’ll be over this in about a week.”
“Spencer, it’s different with you. I don’t know how, but I know that it’s different.”
Her eyes never looked so dark as they did at that second.
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so so so happy she stopped him no matter how good it felt, it was smart because she doesn’t love him any more and it wouldn’t be right, her reaction of lets get plastered isn’t such a good idea though hope ash is there to keep her steady…
oooohhhhhoooooohhhhhhoooooo sounds fun. I want to go!!!! lol
well thats a great plan..alcohol can do nothing but HELP you..haha…pms
i’m with kia_john32 if this whole let’s get plastered is going to lead to drunken sex and spencer completely freaking out or being happy with what happened.pms!!
Yay!! Spence is finally coming to her senses even if she doesn’t realize it. I just hope Ash keeps her out of trouble when they go out that night. Great update. PMS
so so so happy she stopped him no matter how good it felt, it was smart because she doesn’t love him any more and it wouldn’t be right, her reaction of lets get plastered isn’t such a good idea though hope ash is there to keep her steady…
oooohhhhhoooooohhhhhhoooooo sounds fun. I want to go!!!! lol
well thats a great plan..alcohol can do nothing but HELP you..haha…pms
i’m with kia_john32 if this whole let’s get plastered is going to lead to drunken sex and spencer completely freaking out or being happy with what happened.pms!!
Yay!! Spence is finally coming to her senses even if she doesn’t realize it. I just hope Ash keeps her out of trouble when they go out that night. Great update. PMS
all i wonder is if his will lead to drunken sex…cuz that could potentially freak spencer out…
all i wonder is if his will lead to drunken sex…cuz that could potentially freak spencer out…