We’re sitting on my couch having a full out make out session. Today at work was normal we just talked a little but not about the kiss or why she left for the weekend. We both want to stay professional and not be groping and kissing while on the job. Not because we want to hide because everybody already knows I’m gay, I not sure about Spencer. She told me she’s gay but her family doesn’t know, basically she’s still in the closet. Anyways back to how we ended up on my couch. After work she called her mom and asked to stay the night since there’s now school tomorrow do to some holiday, her mom said yes, And since I unlocked the door to my apartment our lips been attached only breaking for air.

“Spence.” I say between kisses. She pulls back to look at me and removes a piece of hair out of my face.

“You okay?”

“We should talk. You know about us.”

I want to know how she really feels about me.

“There’s an us?” My face drops and I move back on the couch out of her reach. “Ash, I was just playing, calm down.”

“Why?” She looks at me confused, while moving closer.

“Why what?” I get up in start pacing back in forth in front of the couch.

“Why do you always have to play? Why want you tell me what happen last weekend? And why don’t you jus…jus talk?” I stop in front of her waiting for her to answer my questions.

“Why want you talk about your mom?” I just look at her waiting for her to say she’s joking but when I see that’s she’s not going to I start walking toward my bedroom. She’s quick to follow before I enter the room she grabs my hand and turning me around. “Ashley.” I just look at her.

She doesn’t want to talk about my mom she doesn’t want to talk about her. And I’m not going to sit around waiting for her to stop changing the subject or pushing everything on me. I refuse to talk to her till she tells me what happen.

“I’m going to sleep.”

“What? You’re kidding me? You wanted to talk, then when I ask you a question you don’t want to talk anymore more.” She late go of my hand. “I shouldn’t even be mad, that’s typical Ashley right? Jus…” She try’s to say something else but I heard enough and cut her off.

“You didn’t ask me about my mom because you care, you asked because you don’t want to talk about what ever it is your hiding.”

“I’m not hiding anything and I do care!” She sighs stepping closer to and kisses me on the cheek lowering her voice. “I don’t want to argue anymore Ashley, you want to talk lets talk.” She takes my hand and leads me back to the couch. We sit down close but not close enough to be touching.

“I’m sorry, its jus… it’s just that I really like you Spencer and I want to be with you.” I take a deep breath and she moves closer. “I just want to know how you feel about me and I know we kissed in all but we haven’t talked. You know really talked about everything going on between us and what ever it is that got you all distracted.”

I can’t believe I said that, but I need to get it out and find out what’s been going on with her lately.

 “I want there to be an us to, because I like you to.” She take’s a deep breath and looks at anything and everything but me while she talks. “I mean, I can’t believe I’m even here with you, that I even kissed you, because it’s all I wanted to do since we met. And I’m sorry that I got too lost in you to tell you how much I want you.”

“So will you be my girlfriend.” She doesn’t say anything in stead she moves over and kisses me like it’s going to be our last. She pulls back and smiles at me.

“Yes Ashley Davies, I’m all yours.”

“Good.” I whisper before capturing her lips in another passion filled kiss, which is quickly turning into a make out session. I know we need to talk some more but it can wait till tomorrow right now I’m making out with my Girlfriend Spencer Carlin.

TBC