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    3 Months – (Chapter: Not Today.)

    Story written on December 16, 2007 by kelskels3434.
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    I guess you’re not who I thought you were.

    3 months…

     

     

    “Ashley look we’ll always be your safe escape, but if you stay here long enough you’ll want to go back…” Spencer told me

    “but I miss you both so much…”

    “and it’s not always about you…how do you think the people down there are doing right now? I mean, look at me…Aiden, Kyla and the whole Carlin family are holding their breath for you…” she told me

    “should I really go back?” I asked her

    “I know you’re afraid…and yeah, going back will bring about a lot of pain, but they need you and you need them…” she told me

    “well…can I say bye to Erin?” I asked her

    “yeah…” she said then we went back to the playground

    “mommy!” Erin yelled running towards me as I walked towards her

    “hey E…” I said with tears in my eyes

    “mommy why are you crying?” she asked me wiping a tear from my cheek

    “I’m leaving for a while E…” I told her

    “what? no…why?” she asked getting sad

    “I need to Erin…and I am going to miss you so much…” I said “…please don’t be mad at me, but this is something I need to do…people need me…” I told her

    “and I need you…” she said

    “I know you do…but you know what?” I asked her “…I will always be right here…” I said pointing to her heart “…always” I added

    “I’m gonna miss you mommy…” she said throwing herself into me and I held her so tight

    “I’m going to miss you so much Erin…” I told her then I gave her a kiss on the cheek

    “you ready?” Spencer asked me

    “no…but, yeah…I am” I said then she looked at me and brought me into a kiss “…you know you’re just making it harder…” I told her

    “I’m sorry…I had to” she said smiling “…I’ll see you soon ash…” she said “I love you”

    “I love you too” I told her

     

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    I was sitting in Ashley’s hospital room and she was still unconscious, as I held her hand in mine…

    “Ashley…you need to wake up ok? I know that I said I hate you, but I don’t at all…you know I don’t Ashley…I love you more than anything…I just, I need you here again…with me, because believe it or not we need you, and I know that sounds selfish, but I don’t know what to do without you baby…please…and I should have just forgiven you when you said ‘sorry’ now this happened…Ashley please don’t make me blame myself…” I begged and still she hadn’t moved

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    3. is it okay to absolutely hate Aiden right now? and can spencer and ashley jsut stay happy please. it’s bad enough in the show that they can’t stay together. Please, please, please

    6. Now you would think that this version of Ashley would have learned something from the dream version of herself. You would think that she wouldn’t risk her relationship with Spencer on anyone or anything.

    12. is it okay to absolutely hate Aiden right now? and can spencer and ashley jsut stay happy please. it’s bad enough in the show that they can’t stay together. Please, please, please

    15. Now you would think that this version of Ashley would have learned something from the dream version of herself. You would think that she wouldn’t risk her relationship with Spencer on anyone or anything.

    19. aiden is a freaking pansy ass. gah! i hate him. ugh! he should have just left it alone. they were happy .. he wasn’t. majority rule! loL! awesome update! PMASAP

    20. aiden is a freaking pansy ass. gah! i hate him. ugh! he should have just left it alone. they were happy .. he wasn’t. majority rule! loL! awesome update! PMASAP

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