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The walk to the limo was anything but pleasant for the rock star. Her eyes were hurting from the sun’s bright rays, forcing her to shield them with sunglasses. The glasses did nothing to ease her monstrous head ache and nausea, but she figured she’d survive. Besides, the physical pain was nothing compared to the emotional. Shame and guilt weighed heavily down on the 17 year old’s shoulders. She felt like a failure. Her self control was completely gone; unable to resist drug temptations, she knew it was only a matter of time before Spencer left her. Spencer couldn’t love an addict, Ashley wondered why she stuck around for as long as she did. Especially after seeing her true colors.
A hand on her arm brought Ashley out of her musing. She turned her head and met Glen’s worried expression. “Do you want to talk about it? Whatever is going on between you and Spencer.” He couldn’t keep the concern out of his voice as he spoke, explaining last night’s events to the quiet teen. A knock at the door had woken him up. He rolled out of bed and answered the door. Spencer stood there, surprising him. She was only wearing a robe, scandals and carrying her cell phone. She looked sad but didn’t say anything more than ‘can I stay here tonight?’ Glen easily agreed and slept on the couch while Spencer took his bed. He knew her problem revolved around Ashley. Why else would she turn to him and not Ashley for a place to stay? “And don’t you lie and tell me nothing happened. I’m not stupid, Ash.”
Ashley turned her head away from the blonde and stared ahead. What the hell am I doing? Panic gripped tightly onto her chest and for a moment she couldn’t breathe. Why am I doing all of this stupid shit? All I’m doing is pushing Spencer away. And I don’t want that….right? The massive mess she had made in the hotel room came to mind. Emptying the suitcases for cocaine money… why did I do that? Why can’t I just be better…normal? “I really don’t know what happened…” She murmured, unaware of the tears sliding down her face.
Glen noticed them and placed a firm hand on her slender shoulder. Ashley stopped and looked over at him; tensing when he reached out and removed her sunglasses. The tears came a little faster and harder, but she didn’t care. “Ash, talk to me.” He pleaded softly, his blue eyes staring into youthful brown. It hit him just then how young Ashley was. Most kids her age were stressing over SAT’s and colleges. It wasn’t fair that Ashley had a cocaine addiction to deal with. But then again, hardly anything in Ashley’s life was fair. “I know something’s wrong.”
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lmao, feel sorry for me. I’ve read this chapter at least 100 times and have serious eye strain.If I weren’t so OCD about it chapters would probably be alot shorter. Oh well.
Well I’m just gonna commit now because I doubt you will get any commits soon. From my experience from other chapters I know it’s going to be good. Happy holidays.
Well I’m happy to say that I am the first person to have read and COMMENT this one. As always you are amazing and this story is easily the best one on this site. I’ve read so many other stories on here and NONE of them compare to yours. It was well worth the wait and I cannot wait to read the next one, I’m praying for 100 pages! XD
oh my god.see that’s what i love about you. there may be a huge gap between updates, but dear god – that’s one hell of an update. damn. i’m gonna go read this now. and yes i will do it in one sitting. thank you, lol. thank you very much for this.
I always looked forward to this story. It is the best ever. I love it! I hope that one day Ashley can get over her drug habit. I had a cousin on drugs and it’s a rough and long road, but you just have to keep at them. At some point she will hopefully be willing to deal with her issues. Much love to you.
Bloody hell that was good. I agree, I would read 100 more that’s how brilliant it is. I love it. When I saw all the chapters I was like a kid in a candy store. I just couldn’t read fast enough to find out what was going on. I put all my school work on hold for this, loving it mate. I have to get ready for work, but I refused until I finished. Oh, well, late today. Can’t wait for the next post. Ta and cheers mate. Happy Holidays to everyone here and yourself. Cheers.
took a while but i made it man everyone is giving up but spencer and it seems raife is turning around which i totally am happy about but it could be because he doesn’t want to die with out ashley knowing that deep down he cares for her and omg what he did to that poor girl and the baby i almost cried that was horrible…pms
OMG this is the best christmas present! I was so looking forward for a new update. This is the best and most addictive story i´ve read in here. (^_^) please pms
umm this will be shirt cause I’m gonna start reading but merry Christmas to me from u haha! I really only look forward to a few posts and this I’d def. One of them! I’m pumped!
Thank you so much for writing this story, it’s great. Keep up the good work..and just wow to the 63 pages :)
ohhhhhhhk that took 4ever 2 read cuz i kept gettn interupted thanx to my fabulous family…but i was so worth it!!!!im SO happy u updated…omg n spencer is SO gr8 to ash and i feel bad for ash bc i mean she had no1 to tell her to stop doing the drugs all she had was people egging her on in2 doing them im so happy spence is so understanding but ash does need to get her shit 2gether and soon but clearly she is working on it so thats a step…welly this was an amazing update!!!prolly the best xmas gift i got…ohhk th best gift i got was rockband but this chapter sure as hell falls in2 second place…u rawk and keep up the fantastic work!!PMS
As always that was a great update, I have loved this story from the beginning!
I cannot put into words how much I love this story. Usually I don’t like fics when they’re mostly sad and stuff, but you just write it so well. I love what you created between Ashley and Spencer and I love how Spencer is not giving up on Ash. I hope they’ll work everything out step by step and I hope Ash has the strength to not fuck up again. She’s having a hard time but I think she can do it, with Spencers help. The sex is always really good, too :)When I saw you updated I got so happy and when I saw there were 63 pages ahead of me I got even happier :) This is by far my favorite fiction on here…keep up the amazing work :) Linda xx
PS: PLEASE don’t end this fic so soon. Or if you do end it really soon please write a sequel! Pretty please! I’m so into this story, I don’t want it to be over!
I love this story.spent my day reading it.but….now it’s time for ashley to be better.toooo much sadness and hurt.
lmao, feel sorry for me. I’ve read this chapter at least 100 times and have serious eye strain.If I weren’t so OCD about it chapters would probably be alot shorter. Oh well.
Well I’m just gonna commit now because I doubt you will get any commits soon. From my experience from other chapters I know it’s going to be good. Happy holidays.
Well I’m happy to say that I am the first person to have read and COMMENT this one. As always you are amazing and this story is easily the best one on this site. I’ve read so many other stories on here and NONE of them compare to yours. It was well worth the wait and I cannot wait to read the next one, I’m praying for 100 pages! XD
oh my god.see that’s what i love about you. there may be a huge gap between updates, but dear god – that’s one hell of an update. damn. i’m gonna go read this now. and yes i will do it in one sitting. thank you, lol. thank you very much for this.
I always looked forward to this story. It is the best ever. I love it! I hope that one day Ashley can get over her drug habit. I had a cousin on drugs and it’s a rough and long road, but you just have to keep at them. At some point she will hopefully be willing to deal with her issues. Much love to you.
Bloody hell that was good. I agree, I would read 100 more that’s how brilliant it is. I love it. When I saw all the chapters I was like a kid in a candy store. I just couldn’t read fast enough to find out what was going on. I put all my school work on hold for this, loving it mate. I have to get ready for work, but I refused until I finished. Oh, well, late today. Can’t wait for the next post. Ta and cheers mate. Happy Holidays to everyone here and yourself. Cheers.
took a while but i made it man everyone is giving up but spencer and it seems raife is turning around which i totally am happy about but it could be because he doesn’t want to die with out ashley knowing that deep down he cares for her and omg what he did to that poor girl and the baby i almost cried that was horrible…pms
OMG this is the best christmas present! I was so looking forward for a new update. This is the best and most addictive story i´ve read in here. (^_^) please pms
umm this will be shirt cause I’m gonna start reading but merry Christmas to me from u haha! I really only look forward to a few posts and this I’d def. One of them! I’m pumped!
Thank you so much for writing this story, it’s great. Keep up the good work..and just wow to the 63 pages :)
ohhhhhhhk that took 4ever 2 read cuz i kept gettn interupted thanx to my fabulous family…but i was so worth it!!!!im SO happy u updated…omg n spencer is SO gr8 to ash and i feel bad for ash bc i mean she had no1 to tell her to stop doing the drugs all she had was people egging her on in2 doing them im so happy spence is so understanding but ash does need to get her shit 2gether and soon but clearly she is working on it so thats a step…welly this was an amazing update!!!prolly the best xmas gift i got…ohhk th best gift i got was rockband but this chapter sure as hell falls in2 second place…u rawk and keep up the fantastic work!!PMS
As always that was a great update, I have loved this story from the beginning!
I cannot put into words how much I love this story. Usually I don’t like fics when they’re mostly sad and stuff, but you just write it so well. I love what you created between Ashley and Spencer and I love how Spencer is not giving up on Ash. I hope they’ll work everything out step by step and I hope Ash has the strength to not fuck up again. She’s having a hard time but I think she can do it, with Spencers help. The sex is always really good, too :)When I saw you updated I got so happy and when I saw there were 63 pages ahead of me I got even happier :) This is by far my favorite fiction on here…keep up the amazing work :) Linda xx
PS: PLEASE don’t end this fic so soon. Or if you do end it really soon please write a sequel! Pretty please! I’m so into this story, I don’t want it to be over!
I love this story.spent my day reading it.but….now it’s time for ashley to be better.toooo much sadness and hurt.
63 pages later, and i really need a bathroom break. haha. LOVED it ALL! AMAZING!!! pms :D
63 pages later, and i really need a bathroom break. haha. LOVED it ALL! AMAZING!!! pms :D
I still find it really hard to read this story, subject matter is so sad. Although I understand where a lot of people are coming from when they say that Ash needs to take responsibility for what she’s doing I’m still mindful that she’s only 17! Even if everyone doesn’t know the full and graphic details of her very messed up life it’s clear to everyone who cares to look that she hasn’t had the best upbringing I mean look at her dad! Really the last sentnace sums it all up really – Spencer wondering why they have all given up on her! I’m glad to see that she has seemed to gain a little more control of herself but there are better ways for her to sort this out, cold turkey and in the same environment that introduced her to the stuff wouldn’t be as great as rehab. I hope her and Spencer work through it together and I really hope her dad gets done for the shit he’s done in the past, that’s just all messed up! Love this story and always look forward to the posts. Thanks and Merry Christmas !
I still find it really hard to read this story, subject matter is so sad. Although I understand where a lot of people are coming from when they say that Ash needs to take responsibility for what she’s doing I’m still mindful that she’s only 17! Even if everyone doesn’t know the full and graphic details of her very messed up life it’s clear to everyone who cares to look that she hasn’t had the best upbringing I mean look at her dad! Really the last sentnace sums it all up really – Spencer wondering why they have all given up on her! I’m glad to see that she has seemed to gain a little more control of herself but there are better ways for her to sort this out, cold turkey and in the same environment that introduced her to the stuff wouldn’t be as great as rehab. I hope her and Spencer work through it together and I really hope her dad gets done for the shit he’s done in the past, that’s just all messed up! Love this story and always look forward to the posts. Thanks and Merry Christmas !
HAHAHAHA when i openned the link and saw the 63 pages the first thing that came to my mind was “IT`S A XMAS PRESENT!!!!” You’re AWESOME!!! My favorite fic : )
HAHAHAHA when i openned the link and saw the 63 pages the first thing that came to my mind was “IT`S A XMAS PRESENT!!!!” You’re AWESOME!!! My favorite fic : )
DAMN girl 63 pages!!!!OMG my eyes are so blury…shit i cant see out of my left eye. oh well sooo worth it. first time i didnt want to kill ashley for messing up in this story. im happy spence is staying strong for her. love it!!!!!!
DAMN girl 63 pages!!!!OMG my eyes are so blury…shit i cant see out of my left eye. oh well sooo worth it. first time i didnt want to kill ashley for messing up in this story. im happy spence is staying strong for her. love it!!!!!!
3 fucking days. It took my 3 days to read this all… I really really loved it though. :)
3 fucking days. It took my 3 days to read this all… I really really loved it though. :)