Spencer POV

When I told Ash that I wanted to be with her even when my heart stops beating, I really meant it. Ive never felt something this strong for someone, and it feels great.

Honest to blog (A/N: kudos to Juno)

We went into Ashleys house, and just ended up laying in her bed for hours. Not the way you think. Just some… not so innocent make out sessions. But when you have a perfect girlfriend, it just makes everything seem so right.

It was about 3 now, so school was already out. And, we were still lying in bed. Who knew something that seemed so boring could actually make your day so much better? Huh. Well, we were having a full blown conversations about which celebrity was hotter: Angelina Jolie, or Carmen Electra.

Spencer: But Angelina is sooooo down to earth.

Ashley: And you know this from all of the quality bonding you two have done? NO ONE compares to Carmen.

Spencer:….

Ashley: Except for my wonderful girlfriend whom I love so very much.

Spencer: Thats more like it.

I started laughing, and Ashley leaned over and kissed me passionatly on the lips.

Ashley: You know, I was thinking…

Spencer: Wow, you think too? What cant you do?

Ashley: Baby, Im serious. Do you remember when you said that breaking up with your girlfriend in Ohio was better than being stuck with one person till you die?

Spencer: Yeah. Why? Whats wrong?

Ashley: Do you still think that?

I scooted closer to Ashley and kissed her forehead while wrapping my arms around her waist.

Spencer: Of course not. I did then, but that was before I really got to know you, and spend time with you. That was the old Spencer. Honestly, I never thought that there was really such thing as love, but then, when we got together, I knew that there had to be. I knew that the way I felt about you couldnt just be a crush; it was too strong. Thats when I knew that I really did love you, and that I could spend my life with one person.

Ashley just looked at me with tears threatening to fall. I was scared that maybe she didnt feel the same, but when she crashed her lips into mine, I knew she had to. There was so much fire and love in that one kiss, I thought that I would have died right then. And if i would have, I knew that I would have died the happiest person on the planet.