Come Around

“I don’t want you to leave tomorrow…” Spencer groaned wrapping her arms around my naked body next to her in my bed

“I don’t want to leave either” I replied turning over and kissing her softly on the lips

“this break went by too fast” she said kissing me again

“I know…but next time I see you it’ll be our six month anniversary…” I told her “…and I promise it’ll be one to remember”

“ooh I’m excited now” she told me smiling “and I have some surprises for you too”

“well then I cant wait” I told her kissing her softly of the lips which was now a habit I couldn’t ever get sick of.

The next day Spencer drove me to the airport, and we stood by check in “I love you” she told me kissing me and letting it linger

“I love you too baby” I replied

“will you call me when you get in?”

“of course” I told her kissing her again “I’ll miss you…you know that?”

“I’ll miss you too” she told me smiling “but I’ll see you soon enough”

“I know” I told her kissing her again “but I do have to go” I added then she kissed me again and I gave her a hug holding her close “it’s always so hard to let you go”

“that’s because I’m so cute”

“that may have something to do with it” I told her making her laugh then I gave her a quick kiss

“but go…you have a flight to catch” she told me pushing me away and she smiled when I looked back and that smile was all I had for the next three months while I was away at school.

Isn’t that the worst? When you make promises that you think you can keep, but the way fate has it those promises will never be fulfilled. Knowing life is so unpredictable is what really breaks our hearts. When unexpected events just invade your world where everything was planned out, and you want to blame someone, but you can’t find anyone. We turn to blame ourselves, which is the worst turn to take, because if we blame ourselves then we’ll be stuck in the shadow of our mistakes, and shadows always walk ahead.