Ashleys POV

I walk as quick as I can to the bathroom. Trying to remind myself to breathe and just chill the hell out im tense. No tense isn’t even the word I think im just really anxious and honestly im sick of it. Im getting a new therapist.  I walk into one of the bathroom stalls lock the door and just sit there. I hear the door to the bathroom open.

“Ashley?”wait why is she here?. I unlock the door and push it open.

“There you are.”  She says smiling my mouth drops wide open.

“Hey, you could’ve stayed at the table.” I tell Jill. As I walk over to her

“I know, I know. But I think we should talk and I thought in here would be more private.” She says her voice just barely above a whisper.

“What do we need to talk about?” I ask

“Well im not going to be your therapist anymore.” She says solemly

“Why?” Thank you jesus I knew you loved me.

“Well because ever since I saw you I wanted to do this.” She says as she leans in. She grabs my head with her hands, and kisses me. Instantly I push her away. The spark I thought would be there was not there and the only person on my mind was spencer.

“What the hell are you doing?” I yell as quietly as possible.

“Oh come on Ashley ive seen the way you glance at me. And I know you were wicked nervous at the table. I thought it was what you what we both wanted.”  She says smugly.

“Jill I am engaged! I love spencer with all I have in me. Yes you are attractive, but im sorry you are nothing compared to Spencer. She is the only girl for me.” I say confidently trying to get my point across.

“Oh cut the I love my woman and only want her bullshit Ashley. I know you wanted to kiss me  and probably more than that.” She sneered

“Jill get it through your thick fucking skull. Yes I thought you attractive and I would be lying if I said I hadn’t wanted to kiss you. but once I did I realized that I didn’t. I realized that yes you are attractive but there was no connection. I found out what I already knew. I want and love only Spencer and no one can change that.”I say as I turn to leave.