Kailyns POV

Ashley has been out of the hospital for about a week. Things seem to be going good I can tell ash is really trying to make sense of everything. She has started going out again, trying to get back to normal. She still talks constantly about spencer and her desire to find her. For her sake I want Ashley to find spencer maybe that will help her get the closure she needs on this whole thing and we can get back to us. I go back to work today. Im excited I mean I wish I could just sit at home with ash but i need to work.

I slowly sit up being careful to not wake Ashley who is sleeping soundly. I grab a quick shower and walk back into the bedroom to change.  I finish getting dressed and walk over to ashley’s side of the bed and gently kiss her foreheaed.

“Is it 9 already? You should come back to bed.” She smiles

“yea I wish I could but I need to get to work.”

“fine.” She says sarcastically

“What are you gonna do today its your first day by yourself.” I ask

“Im gonna go find spencer.”she says certain.

“Ash are you sure that’s a good idea?” I question

“Kai, deffinently I need this ok.” She says frusterated .

“Ok, ok I don’t want to fight I just don’t want to see you get hurt.”

“I know I just I don’t know I don’t want to hurt you but I need to do this.” I sit down next to her and take her hand in mine.

“Ash look I am going to be behind you and with you know mater what. Alright? Yea im not gonna lie this whole thing sucks and I wish it wasn’t happening but I am going to be with you every step of the way ok?”

“Yea thanks so much Kai.” She says squeezing my hand.

“Anytime.” I lean in and kiss her softly on the cheek and get up

“Hey have a good day at work.” She says as I walk to the door.

“Good luck.” I smile back at her.