Spencer and rolled over on her side in her bed… her eyes
opened.

Not my bed.

She shot up in the strange bed, she looked around.

Not Matthew’s room. ut oh!

She looked down to the lump laying next to her, nudging the
body mass.

Aiden Dennison? What the hell?

She tried to sneak out from behind him, she got out of the
bed without moving or waking him, she looked down… she was
wearing one of his jersey and a pair of his boxers. She
looked down her shirt, no bra.

Shit, Where are my clothes?

She looked around his room, she found her ugg boots at
least. She found her bag on the floor and fished for her
cell phone. Dead. She had no idea what time it was or where
her clothing was. She hit her leg on a chair and that caused
to wake Aiden up, he squinted his eyes.

“Hey babe, what’s wrong” he said sleepy
“Aid, what happened last night?”
“Uh, I walked you home but you wanted to come here and
then you know…”
“No, I don’t know, what happened?!” she said
“We had sex” he replied
“Oh my god, WHAT?! Are you sure?!” she said
“Yeah, pretty positive” he replied
“Oh god” she said sitting on the edge of his bed

He snuck an arm around her waist; if she wasn’t in so
much shock she would have nudged him away. He sat up behind
her and rested his chin on the groove of her neck; she
couldn’t fathom what had happened. He started to rub his
chin against her neck and wrap both arms around her waist.

“I know you’re probably freaked out, I mean it was an
accident, we were both drunk, but man…were you amazing.
Best I’ve ever had, you tell my girlfriend that and
I’ll have to kill you” he said adding a chuckle at the
end.
“Oh God, Kyla!” she said remembering that he did in
fact have a girlfriend, she started to get up
“Hey, hey, hey, hey shhhh” he said whispering, easing
her back onto the bed “it was a one time thing, they
don’t have to know about it, okay?”

Somehow those words soothed her, how could she possibly be
calm after waking up in someone’s bed, other then her
boyfriend’s? No, not her boyfriend, they weren’t
official. Did she do anything wrong? He was starting to get
close, which made her forget about all the guilt she would
feel every time she looked at Kyla, she didn’t much care
about Matt, he was just keeping her occupied, but Ky awas
somewhat of a friend and never did anything to her.

“Where are my clothes?” she asked
“In the bathroom, they’re drying. We kind of took a
shower together…in our clothes, well at first we were
wearing clothes” he said laughing as if he was playing
back in his head.
“Aiden, I’m sorry this happened” she said

She didn’t mean that she was sorry that she had sex with
him, she met him Freshman year and there was always sexual
tension between them, they almost hooked up one night at the
bar but Spencer refrained herself, a month later he was
dating Kyla and then they both pledged so they hadn’t
really seen each other since. She couldn’t believe they
had had sex, any other day or circumstance she would be
ecstatic, and the fact that she was the best he’d ever had
would have meant more to here if she wasn’t washed in
guilt. Luckily, he knew what she meant, he knew that she
wasn’t sorry that it happened she was just sorry it
happened this way, where nothing else could escalate from
here. He turned her head towards him so that she was facing
him, he brushed her hair out of her face and brought his
hand up to her cheek, holding her gaze. He then moved his
head so that his lips were right next to her ear, and he
softly whispered.

“I’m not”

He pulled his head back to see Spencer’s face, he tried
to restrain himself but couldn’t, he motioned towards her
and instead of moving out of the way like she knew she
should have, she stayed so that his lips could lock with
hers. Once they were engaged she felt his tongue part her
lips so gently and instead of backing away she kissed him
back. Something about how he whispered in her ear got to
her, much like the way Ashley did the other two times.

Ashley…

She brought her hand up to hold his face up to hers and
they started to let their tongues guide they way from there.

I wonder if Ashley is back yet. Why am I thinking about
Ashley, I’m kissing Aiden. And I’m sober, what am I
doing! I have to leave, before I do something I’m going to
regret.

She was thinking one thing and doing another, she continued
to kiss Aiden until a image of Ashley laughing in her range
rover flashed through her mind. She finally pulled away, he
looked off balance.

“Aiden, I’m sorry” she started
“It’s okay, I understand I shouldn’t have done
that” he said wiping his lips

She gave him a kiss on the cheek, and exited his room.

She gathered her clothes from the bathroom which were
soaked still, she shook her head and went outside.

“Where does he even live? Please don’t be far” she
whispered to herself.

She opened the door and saw a familiar quad, only one quad
away she could get home without anyone catching her on the
walk of shame she was about to embark on.

Oh now it’s all coming back to me. We came back to my
apartment and took shots of tequila and got ready, then at
9:30 we got picked up by the sober sisters and went to the
house party off campus, it was a shit show. How many funnels
did I do? I’m surprised I didn’t throw up, I remember
dancing with Aiden and some other boy all night, and then I
wanted a sandwich so I made them drive me back and Aiden
came with me. But I never got my sandwich what the hell?
Okay so then, We were walking down the path and oh yeah, I
saw Matt in the walking around and I didn’t want him to
see me with Aiden, so I made Aid take me into his apartment
to hide. And then I just remembered feeling so much
attraction to him that we just started to make out, yup and
then the shower and I’m pretty sure he carried me into his
room wet and naked and laid me on his bed, literally.

Spencer laughed, at least she could see some humor in this.
She got to her apartment and opened it and walked in, she
glanced at the clock, it was only 9:15. She decided to have
a good laugh and wake her roommates up so they could see
her. Dumbasses left their doors open. She walked into her
suitemate’s room.

“Yo, Wake up!” she said rather loudly
Nicole rolled over, squinting her eyes
“Mmm what do you want?” she said
“We need to discuss where I just came from” she said
“What time is it?” she asked
“9:15” Spencer replied
“What? Where were you this early?” they asked
“Oh, I just got home actually” she said
Nicole and her roomate both shot up and focused their eyes
“Oh myyy..” Nicole started “Shut up!” she yelled
“Tanya!!!!” she screamed and banged on her wall to wake
her up
“Jersey? Boxers? Epitome of walk of shame, oh my god who
was it?” Nicole asked

Tanya walked in rubbing her eyes, she looked up to see
Spencer standing their in the outfit and went to sit on
Nicole’s bed.

“Dude, what happened to you?” she laughed

Spencer turned around so that they could read the nickname
on the back of the Jersey.

“Babyface? Who’s that?”

“I’ll tell you what happened to me, Aiden Dennison
happened to me” she said as she turned around
“SHUT UP!” Nicole yelled
“Oh myyy goddd” Tanya exclaimed
“Yup.” She said
“Where the HELL are your clothes?” Nicole’s roomate
asked

Spencer held up the dripping clothes that were in her left
hand. She could tell they were baffled.

“Yeah, I decided I wanted to take a shower with him… in
my clothes.”

They all cracked up.

“Oh my god, you’re life. I can’t believe you had sex
with Aiden, like what was going on through your mind?” one
asked

Ashley.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Spencer walked into the East building, she couldn’t wait
to see Ashley and ask her about her weekend and tell her
about her own crazy weekend. She hadn’t seen her since she
dropped her off on Thursday. She replayed the image of
Ashley singing to her and laughed aloud. She walked into the
class and looked up to see Ashley already there, sipping her
coffee, she was wearing a baseball cap.

So cute.

Spencer smiled uncontrollably as she took her seat next to
Ashley and got situated, she turned to face her and noticed
that she had a bandage over her eye and very black eye.

“Oh my god! Ash are you okay?! What happened?!” Spencer
squeaked
“Oh this, I’m fine. Really, I got in the middle of a
fight between me two friends and I got hit by accident,
total accident. The guy didn’t see me standing behind him,
but hey at least I got the fight to stop” she smiled

How could she be so calm and cool like that? I envy her.

Their teacher walked in and began to talk right away so
they didn’t have time to talk about the rest of their
weekends until after class.

“So how was the party on Saturday?” Ashley asked
“Good memory” She laughed “Um it was fun, don’t
remember much though” she joked
“Oh, one of those?” she said
“Yeah, and I wake up the next morning right? I’m in a
strange bed, in a strange room next to a strange man, talk
about freaking out” she said
“You slept with some random guy?” Ashley asked almost
disgusted

This caused Spencer to change her tone “No I mean at
first I didn’t know who it was but I just needed to like
remember, I know the guy. His name is Aiden, I’ve always
had the biggest crush on him, but I mean we were both really
drunk and I mean it was an accident”

“Yeah, accident” Ashley said now appearing in a bad
mood

There was silence for what seemed like forever.

“I don’t believe you just sleep with random guys like
that” she said out of nowhere
“Whoa, he wasn’t random” Spencer defended
“Whatever, listen I left something in the classroom so
I’m going to go back and get it” she said turning away
“Well I’ll wait here for you” Spencer said
“No.” Ashley said, Spencer jumped
“I mean, it’s okay. I’m going to see if I can talk to
her about my quiz anyway so go on without me, I’ll talk to
you later” she said nicer
“um, okay, yeah. I’ll talk to you later” Spencer said

She looked hurt. No, she was hurt.

Why had Ashley reacted like that, it wasn’t some random
guy. She got really mad, and left.

She took out her phone and pressed a number.

“Hey, can you pick me up now” she said “Oh wait,
let’s go out to dinner or something, I’m starved.” She
said and hung up

She pushed opened the doors and walked out into the cold.