Chapter 6

Spencer’s POV

So i felt extremely bad for what happened between me and Ashley. I’ve tried calling her to apologize but she doesnt answer. I should have figured she wouldnt answer, i mean i was pretty harsh about what i had said. I really wanted to talk to her, no matter how much ive tried to stay away, its like she just draws me in. Its so powerful and magnetic. It’s been days since shes spoken to me. So the last thing i could do is to go over to her house and tell her how sorry i am and beg her to forgive me. Here we go.

So i get to Ashley’s house and i’m so nervous. I have second thoughts about even being here but brush them away because of the thought that i might never speak to her again is even more frightening and makes me sick. I walk up to the front door and ring the doorbell. She opens the door and looks really shocked to see me. Shes just frozen there. I open my mouth to say something only to get the door closed in my face.

"Ashley, please? I’m really sorry. Please just let me talk to you. C’mon. I’m begging here."

With that the door slightly opens up and i smile inside and feel as if a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders. She lets me in and we walk upstairs to her room. She walks over to her bed and sits down and i’m left standing in front of her.

"Well…" She says.

"Ashley, look…i know what i said was beyond harsh and mean…and…i dont know…just rude. But Ashley, i swear to you that i meant none of what i said. I was just so scared and i didnt know how else to deal with the fact that i may have a girl crush on you." We giggle at the last statement.

"Well Spencer, you know what you said really hurt me…i mean…if you wanted me to back off, i would have. I didnt know that i was making you so uncomfortable."

"See. Theres what i dont understand, its like i cant keep myself away from you,Ashley. I was just so scared. I’m so sorry. Can u please forgive me for being so…messed up?"

She nods her head and replies "Yea." with a smile.

"So can i have a hug now?" I ask while looking down shyly.

She smiles and replies, "Of course."

She get off of her bed and walks over to me and wraps her arms around me and i do the same. I feel so safe right now in her arms. Its like nothing i’ve ever felt before. And I dont want this to stop anytime soon. We just stay there hugging eachother. Loving how good it feels to feel cared about and safe. We finally release from the hug after a while and just look into eachothers eyes just smiling. She is so beautiful. After a while of spending time with her, I decide that it was time for me to get home.

"Well Ash, I should really get going. My parents are probably worried by now. I’m actually surprised they haven’t called…"

"Well I guess I’ll talk to you later then?" She asks.

"Of course."

She turns to open her bedroom door when I grab her by her arm and spin her around so that we are now facing eachother just getting lost in eachothers eyes. Right now Ashley is up against the door and i’m right in front of her. I want to kiss her so bad, no matter how scared i was before. It doesnt even feel like it matters anymore. I keep seeing her look from my eyes to my lips and i was doing the same. So I finally just drop all my fears and forget what others are going to think about me. I just lean into her and capture her lips with mine. This kiss has got to be the best one I have ever had. This kiss isn’t rushed or heated. It was…just nice and gentle, but sooo passionate. It felt as if everything around me just froze. Her had reached up to touch my face to cup it and keep it in place. Like if she was trying to keep me from going anywhere, she can trust that i wasn’t going to go anywhere, I was to lost in this moment. And as if on cue…my phone rings…ugh!