Chapter 6

I let Ashley walk over to Bri first cause she hasnt see her in 4 years. When Ashley walked over to her she bent down and kissed her on the forefead and said

"I love you Bri so much"

After she said this she looked over at me

"I love you too" is what she sait to me

I wasnt sure waht to do or say all i knew was that i hadnt stopped loving her but i dont want to get hurt again or Bri. Bri cant take it. I decided to tell her the truth

"Ahsley i love you too but i need to know what made you come here after all this time?"

"I…… I missed you and Bri and i know that i made a mistake by letting you go and Bri is and alwasys will be our daughter. I love you and Bri.I cant live without you and her anymore. It took me 4 years to find you and her and im not letting go." Ahsley started to cry"Spencer you have no idea how bad i felt for what i did and for the second time i felt like such a bad person and i cant believe that i did it with bri there." She paused for a moment then continude " I also cant believe that you didnt scream at me or something thats all i wanted you to do to show me that we could get through it but then when i heard how calm you where when i called and when you left that message i didnt know want to think"

I stood ther and looked at her for a long time then i decided to speak because i needed to explain myself too.

"Look Ashley, the only reason i was calm was because i told you that when we first got together that as long as you where happy that , that is all i wanted." i paused then began again"You truly looked happy when i saw you and Katie together, and yes i hurt to know that i wasnt the one to make you happy anymore. I fugrued that since i couldnt make you happy then there was no sense in being ther so i took Bri and left. After that i didnt want to deal wiht you it hurt so bad to know that you were happy with someone else. I know that you love Bri and you always have but i couldnt have you in her life cause that would mean that you would be in mine and i would have to see you happy with someone else when you were the only one that made me happy."

When i finished we were both cying. Ashley was still standing by Bri’s bed and i was at the end of her bed. Ashley wasnt saying anything and niether was i.The entire room was silent tell

"Mommy are you okay?" a concerded Bri asked

"Yeah sweetie mommy’s fine. But i want you to meet someone." I walked to the other side of the bed and grabbed her hand, then i looked up at Ashley.

"Do you remember the pictures i showed you of me, you, and her?" Point at Ashley.

"Yeah why?"

"Cause honey Ashley" pointing at Ashley" is your other mommy. She just hasnt been aroung cause we got into a big fight after you were born, not over you but just us not sure who we where and who we wanted to be with"

Bri looked at me kind of confused but then looked at Ashley and what she said next did not suprise me.

"I love you too Momma A"

Ashley was shocked and couldnt believe what just happened. She leand doen and took Bri into a hug.

"I’ve missed you so much kiddo"

Then Bri broke the hug and looked at me.

"Mommy is it okay if i go back to sleep? i tired"

"Of course honey. I will talk to you later"

With that Bri fell back to sleep. Me and Ashley really didnt say much. But i did tell her that me and her need to talk more later after Bri gets out of the hospital. She said okay with a worried look on here face. I told her it was nothing bad and that we both need to get some sleep. So i took the couch and Ashley took the chair. And we both feel into a much needed peacful slumber.

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Okay so i have chapter 7 written just not posted yet cause i am going to write a little more on it and then more chapters so i will post again soon i promise. But beware more drama is to come.Well post comments to let me know how im doing.

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