May 28, 2007

                I’m in front of my closet again deciding what to wear to another party. I go to a lot of parties if you can’t tell. After I’m dressed and ready my mother takes me to Chelsea’s house. As soon as we pulled up I hear heavy metal coming  from the house. I walk in the door and there are strobe lights on and people drinking and making out all owver the place. Chelsea spots me and comes over and gives me a hug.

                “It’s about damn time”, she slurs. She’s already drunk off her  ass and it’s only like 9.

                “Yeah, whatever.” I say.

She pulls me in the middle where everyone is dancing and I join right in. someone places a drink in my hand and the night starts. By 10:30 I have had my fair share of alcohol. I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket and I pull it out to see a text from Ashley.

                “Hey”, she says.

                “Hey babe, what’s up”, I send back.

As I’m working on my 5^th or 6^th drink Kiki comes over and starts dancing with me. Any other time I would not be dancing with her, but I’m not thinking clearly so I say what the hell.

                “Nothing. You?” I get a text back.

                “I’m at a party”, I say back while still dancing with Kiki. As I’m dancing I look around and see Chelsea, Julia, Sean, and Kellie passed out on each other.

                “Ok, want to text me later?” she says back.

                “No, it’s cool, but don’t you have to work tonight?” I ask.

I look at Kiki and see she has an annoyed look on her face.

“Who are you texting?” she asks, well more like yells over the music.

“Ashley”, I yell back. She knows Ashley by name. she now looks highly annoyed and I just roll my eyes.

                “What does she want?” she asks.

                “None of your damn business”, I say walking away. I go make a vodka cranberry and go back in the living room.

                “Yeah, I do” Ashley says.

“Then shouldn’t you be asleep” I ask.

                I go plop down on the chair that isn’t full of passed out people. I look around as I take a sip from my drink and realize I don’t  know who half of these people are. Most of my friends have left or are passed out. Chelsea’s dad is awesome he left his 15 year old daughter and her 18 year old sister to have a prty and Chelsea’s sister left a little after him.

                “I was, but now I’m up.” Ashley says.

                While I am looking at my phone Kiki comes and sits back by me.

“I’m sorry”, Kiki says.

“Yeah ok”, I say ot really knowing what she’s talking about.

“LOL, alright. How do you work overnights?” I texted back to Ashley. I’m really starting to feel the effects of the alcohot I’ve  drank.

                “Spence, why won’t you talk to me”, Kiki says.

“I am talking to you.What do you want anyway?” I say. Did I mention I’m a bit of a bitch when I get drunk.

“I just want to talk to you Spence. I miss you”, she says taking my hand.

“In case yoou forgot you dumped mee”, I say sluring horribly.

“ I know and I regret that baby”, she says.

“Don’t call me that” I say pulling my hand back.

“I sleep all day.” Ashley texts back.

“baby I’m gonna go ahead and let you go. I’ll talk to you tomorrow”Ashley says a minuet later.

“Mkay nite babe” I text back.

“Spencer, why don’t you give me and you another chance” Kiki asks.

I jump up and yell, “Hell no. Kiki you don’t seem to realize how much you fucking hurt me. I don’t like you like that anymore. I barely like you at all. I have a girlfriend and she’s nothing like your skanky ass so back the fuck off”

                Chelsea stumbles out of the bathroom hearing the bulk of what I just says and she smiles.

“You don’t mean that Spence. You love me”, Kiki says back.

                “I meant every word of what I just said and I don’t love you. Why don’t you do us all a fovor and leave”, I say. Kiki just stand there looking hurt and shocked.

“You heard her”, Chelsea says, “Get the fuck out of my house.”

                Kiki looks around at the people who have started staring and leaves quietly. I feel kinda bad for being so mean but I don’t care about that right now. The party continues and the rest of the night proceeds uneventful.