~Spencer’s POV~

I hate this.

It burns.

I don’t know why I have to change my hair, I like blonde it makes me look like mommy. The toilet was cold when I sat down but daddy Raife put a towel down so now it’s just hard. He asked me what color I’d want and I told him blonde but he said I couldn’t have that so pick another color. Thinking about all the colors I learned about I chose white, like the clouds. I love clouds because they are fluffy and move in the sky and make shapes. Ashley is so could at making out the different shapes.

“What’s wrong Spence? We’re going to be out in the snow really soon,” he spoke beside me. He was nice he stayed with me while I had to wait for the…the…thingy to set in or at least that was what he said.

“I miss my teddy bear,”

He scooted closer putting his fingers under my chin, “Don’t worry sweetie you’ll get another one,”

I didn’t want another one couldn’t he understand that. I wanted Ashley but he didn’t understand, my mommy and mama knew so why didn’t he. I know I told I’ve called her that in front of him before.

“Come on little one lets get that out,”

I crawled into the tub where a nice hot bath was waiting. He used a cup and gently washed away the goop off my head, it pooled down me and into the water. Soon he was wiping my eyes and telling me to open them. Blinking for a minute than standing up, daddy Raife pulled me out and dried me off.

“Are you ready to see your new hair?” I shook my head but he just gave me a sad smile than placed me in front of the big mirror.

Biting my lip I sucked in air. My hair…it…it was black…now longer did I look like mommy. Tears started sliding down my cheeks, “I want my hair back,”

~Raife’s POV~

She’s crying.

I’m horrible.

“Spencer honey it looks really good.” She just sat down crying and pouting her tiny body looking well tiny, “Did you know that Ashley always said she wanted black hair,”