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    Sliding Doors – (Chapter: Chapter 33 However)

    Story written on February 7, 2009 by stix04.
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    Nightmares

    November 27, 2009 2:45 am EST

    There’s no way I’m sleeping tonight.

    I lay on my back with my hands folded across my stomach as I listen to the sounds of Arthur’s deep snoring.

    It’s usually comforting to listen to, however, there is too much swirling around my head to be calm.

    The nightmares are back.

    And not only do I keep dreaming of my daughter’s death, they are occurring with more frequency.

    The nightmares started almost four years ago, around the time Spencer started to have her spells. I use to think that they were related; that maybe the nightmares were a sign that Spencer was sick and the proof was in her dizzy spells. But after careful and extensive testing it was determined that my daughter was the picture of health.

    I’ve spoken to my colleagues, psychologists, and other mothers and they’ve all tried to assure me that the dreams are just a side-effect of being a concerned mother. And factor in that I’d lost my son and the dreams…correction, nightmares were quite normal.

    I, however, was not convinced.

    At first they were vague and cloudy. Just images stewed together that left me with dark feelings and an uneasiness that changed my mood throughout a day.

    But as the nightmares continued they became more vivid and detailed. That’s when I noticed her. She was always present in the nightmares, close to Spencer. Despite my daughter’s age, location, and method of demise, she was always there. And she always seemed to be going through much more agony than Spencer ever did, even though my daughter would be the one dying.

    She felt familiar yet I had never seen her come to the house, witnessed her in the neighborhood, or even spotted her in Spencer’s yearbook. This actually calmed me. If I invented a girl who existed solely in these nightmares, then maybe that’s what they truly were; nightmares.

    With this in mind I tried to brush the whole thing off, kept my concerns from Arthur, and tried to ignore my daughter’s weird behavior. Some days she would lock herself in her room writing in her journal, which she traveled with constantly. Other days she would be gone for long periods of time and come back smelling like marijuana. If it hadn’t been for the frequent trips to the hospital to checkup on her health, I would have been more concerned.

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    2. What the hell man? Paula is going to stab Spencer aint she? get drunk or replay some weird moment. live in the past or something then bam! Stix…. your so sexy

    5. yeah, how will it be her fault? omg, please don’t let spencer die. cant it just be a metaphor or something? ahhh! i’d probably cry…. your writing is so awesome. tysvm for taking time out of your schedule to write for us! instead of posting more soon (pms) post whenever you can (pwyc). PWYC!!

    6. gosh im just so speachless i dont know what to say lol although i guess thats what speechless means lol ummm just wow and great job then im so overwhelmed lol :) pms please :)

    8. I don’t care how long are you going to torture us with the thought of Spencers dead, just tell me that this story will have happy ending and I’ll read it as long as you will write it :)

    9. oh wow all these thoughts consuming Mrs.C…! Gosh it’s overwhelming. I’m glad she’s accepting of spashley.bat7130 made me laugh with the random questions LOL, I have to admit ^_^ …and like everyone else: I’m dying to know what Paula meant with it being her fault. hope u update soon. great update :)have a nice weekend!

    10. wow. man I’m seriously speechless. and anxious and nervous and terrified! are you happy now?! let’s not forget a little confused. my god this story is so interwoven that it’s just brilliant. yea can’t come up with a better word right now. but you have been warned… I will find you if spence dies!

    11. Hmmmm, I thought Paula might have been involved in the past lif dreams too. Are you implying that Paula is responsible because she has allowed Spencer and Ashley to be together rather than intervening in an attempt to cheat fate??? Please, please let us know soon, dying here!!

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