After changing my clothes in the restroom I headed off to my sixth period. It was boring than ever government, so I did what I do best. I slept. Well mostly through the end because that class I actually had to keep up in. History wasn’t my strong suite so I had to actually listen and participate in that class to pass. I never did like history. I mean some of the events were killer like the Spanish inquisition and some were emotional like the riots and all that, but most of it is stuff I get but don’t get. You get me? Like if it happened in the 1400s and then in the 1600s, why are you gonna let it happen in the 1800s? It doesn’t make since why we make the same mistakes over and over but like decades after each other. I guess that’s where they got the saying history repeats itself because it sure did.  Anyways during the end Mr. Heckle, yes his name is really Mr. heckle, put on some lame ass video which is why I’m resting my eyes. His name kind of reminds me of jeckle and in that case where’s Hyde, hahaha.  

I’m still trying to wrap my head around everything Ashley said about me.  Maybe I should have listened to Kyla and Aiden when they told me she was no good. But really I mean what’s something that you want that’s actually good for you? Yeah that’s what I thought. I couldn’t not jump at the chance to be with Ashley. I’ve wanted her since before I can even remember but she always seemed so far away. No matter how close I would get, I could never really seem to reach her but now that I had her I didn’t want to let her go that easily. But I also didn’t want her to think that she could walk all over me. That was not an option at all. Although I had every reason not to considering the circumstances, I had to set things straight with Ashley but on my terms not hers. I won’t talk to her until I feel I’m ready.

RING! RING! RING!

And there goes the bell, I thought as I packed my things up and began to head out of the class. I walked down the long and crowded hallway, bag slung over my shoulder, and headed for my locker. I had to carry a ton of books home today and since my car was unfortufuckingly out of commission today, I had to walk and carry them…how fun. I rounded the corner of the hallway that was a few feet ahead of my locker and spotted Ashley posted up against it…Attempt number 1. I sighed and headed straight to it, wanting to get this over with. Although I was still very much pissed about the things she said, it seemed like my anger dissipated with each time I looked at her. I finally reached my locker and bumped her aside, of course lightly though, and started on the combination. I could feel her staring a hole in the back of my fucking skull.