Just a small town girl, living in

A lonely world, took a midnight

Train going anywhere…

Journeys Don’t stop believing came through the radio airwaves in my Mustang and I hummed along to the song. It really was one of my favorite songs by them. I was now on my way to Grays to meet up with Spencer.  Her shift wasn’t over for another 20 minutes so I took my time getting there. The conversation I had with Madison tonight really was refreshing. We got things cleared up and all our insecurities out of the way. I had a feeling things would be going a lot better with us now.

Within minutes I pulled up into the parking lot of the club and got out of my car, making sure I locked the doors. Don’t get me wrong, I felt safe in Los Angeles but my Mustang was my baby. I put everything I had in that and I refuse to let someone take her away from me. Spencer use to always say that I loved that car more then her but the truth is, if she asked me to give it up for her, I would without a second thought. Id do anything for her which is why I had, tonight, to apologize to her for being an uber ass.

I had picked a fight with her today about my selfish insecurities when I had no right to. She was the one that was left hurting while I just ran away and I owed her at least the right for her to voice her concerns.

I strolled up to the doors of the club and Mickey, the bouncer, let me in as easily as pie and I went straight to the bar in search of my blonde haired beauty. I spotted her at the far end of the bar and watched her interact with her customers. She handed drink after drink, making small talk with some of the customers.  Glancing my way, she caught my eye and gave me a weak but genuine smile. It pained me to know that it was me that caused this brave Amazon to feel so small and fragile. I had broken her when I left and I don’t think she can ever truly be fixed again. She wiped her delicate hands on the towel that was previously on her shoulder and made her way over to me. The music was pretty loud so she leaned across the bar to greet me.