What is it about someone that makes you want to push them up against a wall and make out with them.

As if your whole body is drawn to them in some way. We could go into some scientific way to explain this reaction…. My father would at least.

But there are some things in life that don’t need to have a base explanation. And this is one of them. I have feelings for a girl who is born over a hundred years before me.

And I truly want her.

After that whole fiasco at the beach, we completely ignored each other. Dinner time was quiet, School nothing, and at nights she would pretend to be asleep when I came in. it was weird yes, to be so close to a girl who holds a part of you, but I guess that’s what I have to do.

So I have been with the Carlin’s for over a month now. And I got to say its nice to be part of a family that cares for you, and is over all interested in your life. Mr. C and Paula have been great to me. constantly asking how my life is going and wanting me to spend time with them. Its amazing, to have a form of parents in my life.

Tomorrow is my first day at the hospital, I guess it will be interesting to learn the old ways of healing someone.

“So Ashley, Basketball tryouts are coming up.” Glen grunts out as he shoves some mash potatoes in his mouth. “The Girl’s Couch saw you play against me and she’s been hounding me to ask you to try out.”

I raise my eyebrow.

“I didn’t know you played basketball Ashley.” Mr. C chimes in.

“God Dad she is amazing.” Glen smiles at me but I look away.

“I am good at every sport.” I state pushing my steak around my plate.

“You know. this will be a great opportunity to interact with people your age.” Paula says nodding.

I look at her like she said something stupid.

“Jeh! And you and me will be going around together, the girls and guys play on the same nights, and we get to chick out others schools cheerleaders!” he says grinning.