Ok so today is my date with Ash, I had to leave her place early this morning to get things ready for later. It was amazing waking up next to her this morning, I woke up to her head on my chest it was so cute she had this little smile playing across her lips. It was funny though because we never went to sleep that way we fell asleep face to face just talking about everything and nothing at the same time there was a lot of silences but comfortable silence filled with smiles and sweet looks. Waking up that way started my day perfectly; big smile to start the day is always a good thing.

So I have it all planned im gonna lend glens car for the night to pick Ash up because I don’t want her lifting a finger she might want to drive but im not having it I asked her out and this night is her night. I have bought her some flowers some pink lilies which I will give her at the beginning of the night I have put a little note inside but she will not be allowed to read that until the end of the night. I have decided I am going to take her to the beach, I have set up a picnic basket with some chicken pasta, sparkling wine that I had to beg glen to get for me and strawberries and cream for dessert. I have a blanket in the picnic basket for us to sit on and also some candles for lighting. Im going to wear a black spaghetti strap dress that goes just above the knee.

It’s 5 pm now and I need to start getting ready so I plug in my Ipod hitting the shuffle button and the sounds of Kelly Clarkson fill my room.

kelly clarkson – if i cant have you

Hearts break too fast
When they’re sentimental
Won’t stay, won’t last
When its love at first sight
So why are my convictions
Blinded by your spotlight
Can’t breathe, can’t sleep
Cause the medication
I’ll kiss goodbye to my reservations
I know there’s other fish out in the sea
Not for me