Chapter 1

I saw the sun through the red curtains. I walked slowly to the window. Where was I ? I opened the curtains and I gasped for breath. My arms, my hands, my body started to shine. I ran away to the door and gasped for breath again. Edward.

He smiled at me and looked me in the eyes. No, he seemed to look behind me. I turned around. I saw a big mirror. It showed… me. But I had to look again before I recognized myself. I had the same hair, but it was curlier and longer, my eyes were dark and my skin was white. ‘You’ve changed me.’

‘You’ve noticed’ Edward answered. I was mad but I couldn’t resist him, he knew and I hated it. When he smiled I smiled back and I laught. ‘You’ve changed me !’ I ran to him and kissed him. I forgot everything else. I had no idea how long we were standing there. Alice came in and forced a smile. I acted like I hadn’t seen it and huged her too. Emmett came in, followed by Esmé and Carlisle. They seemed happy to see me but there was something wrong. I waited for Jasper or even Rosalie but they didn’t came. ‘No… They aren’t….’ I sat down on the first thing I saw. Edward. But he nodded. I tried to say anything but I couldn’t. I had to get away. I just had to. and before I even realized it I was outside. I heard Edward scream : ‘Bella !’ but I ran away. Not from him… From the truth.

I ran and ran and ran. I just couldn’t stop. When it was dark I stoped to see where I was. I had no idea. I was in the biggest forrest I had ever seen. For the first time since Forks I felt lonely. I knew I had to get back but I just couldn’t. I kept on running. I left the trees behind me and came to a field I had seen before and that’s when I realized I had been so stupid. I had to go back. I coudn’t. It was impossible. My eyes were staring at one of the creatures on the field. When I walked to him I stoped breathing. It was Jake. And his friends. (I know she isn’t supposed to know about them but here she does)

They didn’t attack me. I closed my eyes because I knew they would. I could punch myself for being so stupid. I wasn’t going to run away. I knew they would catch me anyway so I thought of Edward. Just Edward. I heard how they started to walk around me. One of them said something to the others. They started to count. ‘Three…. two….’ I was still thinking of Edward and I hoped he didn’t try to kill himself if he knew I was about to die. But I never heard the one. ‘Bella ?’ I opened my eyes. No. It couldn’t.