Walking through the lonesome halls of the two story house made me feel even more lonely than I already am. Edward has to go hunting, he should. His eyes were starting to get a strange color around the iris and I don't want him to accidentally eat me while we're kissing.

I sighed walking down stairs and stared at the inside of the refrigerator. There was a lot of leftovers. But nothing to cure my craving for something sweet―something chocolaty. Mmmm . . . Chocolate.

Where are the cookies?

I fumbled around the cabinets looking for anything that contains an ounce of chocolate. Then I saw a package of pudding mix. Pudding! Perfect. I got out the milk and began to stir the faux pudding. After two minutes I plopped myself on the couch and turned on the TV to get Edward out of my mind.

Sure, he was an almost indestructible vampire but a girl still has the right to worry. Especially since they are going to get married. When is still a mystery, but not too long. I want. . . No, I need to be a vampire. I don't want a second away from Edward, or for him to watch me grow old! Would he still love me if I was ninety? I doubt it; he'll fall in love with a younger, prettier girl.

I sighed a little too loud. I am such a pathetic excuse for a human being. I'm here at home with a bowl with mixed pudding in my lap while watching reruns of Friends. I do have a life. But that life consists of a vampire who is out hunting. Stupid hunting.

"Ranting much?"

I gasped, surprised. "Alice? What are you doing here? I thought you were out hunting!" I tried to calm down my speeding heart.

She shrugged slightly. "I went last week. I got bored and said to myself,'You know what I haven't done with Bella for a while?' " she grinned.

My eyes went wide in fear,"Oh, no. Oh no you don't!"

She smirked. "Oh, yes. Oh yes I am!" she grabbed me and slung me over her shoulder.

"Al-ice!" I whined. It was very demeaning to be carried over a person's shoulder like a sack of potatoes.