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     “Are you really sure you want this, Bella?” I could feel his cold breath in my neck.

    “Edward, the only thing I want is being with you, forever…” My breath wouldn’t slow down and my heart kept racing. I could feel my blood running through my veins. I still couldn’t believe I would feel all this for the last time…

    “Bella, do you really want to be a monster, weary for human blood. You know I want you forever too, but can’t I do anything to stop your thoughts?”

    “There is one possibility…” I laughed and his eyes were thinking.

    “What?” He was really unsure of himself.

    “You could kill me, that’s the only way to stop me thinking of being like you.” He laughed his crooked smile again. “Bella…” He came closer, his lips almost against my skin.

    “Yes…” I whispered.

    “I love you, and I always will, for the rest of my eternity.” There was a vibration in his voice.
    Now tears came into my eyes. I didn’t want to think about how much I would suffer, I wanted to think of us…
     I turned my head so I could feel his lips on mine for the last time of my humanity.
    His hands knotted in my hair, but this kiss was so gently.

    “Are you crying?” He asked when he pulled his head away from my face.

    “No…” I lied, but my voice broke.

    “What’s wrong, Bella?”

    “It’s just…I’m a little scared.” He tightened his arms around my waist and pulled my closer to him.

    “Still thinking about after?” His soft voice made me calm.

    “Yes, a little.”

    “Don’t be scared, Bella. I’m here.”

    “Don’t leave me.” The tears rolled over my cheeks now.

    “I never will, you know that. I’ll stay right here.” I nodded.

    “Ready now?”

    “Yes.” I whispered so only he could hear it.

    “Love you, Bella.”

    “Love you to.” That were my last words. Edward pressed his hard, ice-cold lips again against the skin of my neck.

    “Now?” He asked at once.

    “Now…” I closed my eyes. I could feel his teeth that pierced my neck.
    Now I felt the pain through my whole body. It was like fire running through my veins.

    “Shhhh, Bella. It’s going to be all right.” He said while I was screaming it out.
    His hand brushed my cheek, but I wasn’t really aware of it. I was only aware of the pain. Even his voice was too far away. His hands slipped onto my shoulders, where they rested.
    He laid his head on my –still very warm –chest. He was listening to the sound of my heart…
    For the last time…

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