I stepped outside and relished in the cool breeze blowing against me. This would probably be the last time I come here and I wanted to enjoy every second of my visit. Edward remained in the car, saying he didn’t want to get involved.

Walking inside the house, I saw Jacob sprawled over the couch. He looked asleep and I didn’t want to wake him, but we had to talk.

“Jacob?”

“Bella?”

“Yes, Jacob. How are you?” I ran over and hugged him as tight as I could.

“Ow!”

“Oh, sorry.” I moved away but he wrapped his arms around me to keep me close. The warm temperature felt nice in contrast to Edward’s cold touch.

“I’m fine. I heal fast.”

“Heal?” I asked, moving away again to see his face. “You got hurt?” I’m sorry, Jacob.” Tears began running down my face and he wiped each one away.

“It’s not your fault. I – never mind. I’m glad you’re still human.” I managed a weak smile and he frowned in understanding. I was still going to be like Edward.

“I’m sorry. Can we still be friends?” A fresh wave of tears fell when Jacob cringed at my question.

“Please don’t cry, Bella,” he begged, pulling me into another hug. “We can try.”

“Thank you.” I got up and walked to the door. Saying “good bye” would be too hard.

“I love you, Bella,” Jacob called behind me. I turned around to smile before closing the door.

Walking back to the car, I felt Edward’s eyes burning into me. I, however, could not bring myself to look at him. I knew he had heard the conversation through Jacob’s mind and I was afraid of what he thought.

“I won’t mind if you choose him,” Edward said when I finally sat down.

“I love you, Edward.”

The engine began to purr as he turned the key in the ignition.

I knew I would always love Jacob. He had helped me continue life when Edward left. But, I couldn’t live completely without Edward, and I wasn’t going to leave him not that he was back.

I looked over at Edward. He was smiling as he hummed his favorite song. I couldn’t help but smile too. He looked blissful, exquisite, ravishing. Eternity with him was going to be amazing.