Chapter 1

It was late.. or early depending on how you looked at it… maybe three or four in the morning I was tired but that didn't stop me from fallowing the huge wolf deeper into the darkness. My whole life he had been there for me protecting me teaching me loving me without question or reason I'd come to depend on his presence as much as I depended on air and now he was leaving…. I couldn't let that happen,

"Jacob," I called into the darkness barley louder then a whisper I knew he heard me, "please talk to me Jake!" I heard a low growl, "Please," I begged again and heard a faint rustling ahead of me…

Two seconds past that felt like an eternity as the beautiful man I loved approached me slowly he was roughly 6"7 with deep red and tan skin taught over strong muscles, choppy dark black hair that fell over his perfect face with the most incredible dark eyes I had ever seen, and I was no stranger to beauty in fact as I thought of it now every single person in my immediate family was gorgeous beyond belief and forever young with immortality, Jake stared down at my petite 5"2 frame I let my dark curls hide the slight blush that crept into my cheeks without fale every time he had looked at me in the last two months ,

"Renesmee," he said gently and I winced at the sound of my full first name which he barley ever used when addressing me, "Honey you know this is killing me I hate leaving you and seeing you hurt goes against every fiber in my being but I must do what is best for you!"

"Jake, I've loved you my whole life what difference does it make that I've made it public knowledge." I stated easily making light of my very literal shout it from the roof tops acknowledgment of my being in love with him.

"Oh sweetie don't you see it isn't supposed to happen like this you only stopped aging a year ago! For heavens sake your Eight Years Old!!!!" He said going of on another irrational tirade about my literal age,

"Jake that's crap I haven't been eight years old since I was two and even then it was for barley a week!" I said again making light of our unusual situation.