Preface:

JPOV

She moved a little closer to me, her chest pressed up against me. I imagined her breasts, and I wanted to roll my tongue around her sweet, large nipples.

I couldn't hold back any longer.

I leaned in and kissed her harshly, then lightened up a bit worrying that it would be hard for her to breathe. I licked and bit her bottom lip, and she let out a small moan which only got me fired up more. I moved down to her neck, kissing, then biting, and she clawed at my back and shoulders.

I didn't expect her to be this confident. As I was kissing her collarbone, she reached down, grabbed the bottom of my shirt on each side, and pulled it off. She put her hands on my chest and pushed me away from her a little, making space between us as she was admiring me. She outlined my pecs with her finger tips, then to my surprise, she outlined my abs with her tongue, all eight of them.

I had managed to keep the beast at bay up until then, but now he really wanted to come out and play.

She quickly moved down to my torn up jeans, unbuttoning them, and kissing my stomach. She began to slide them down, but I stopped her. I grabbed both of her arms and kissed her again, deeper than before. I let go of her arms and gripped her waist tightly, pulling her closer to me.

She took her own shirt off now, and I ripped her bra off, not even bothering with the hooks. She laughed a little at that, and looked at me, patiently waiting for my next move.

I cupped her large breasts and began to kiss, lick, suck, and gently bite her nipples. She let out a deep breath as she pulled my hair a little, and I knew she was enjoying it. I grabbed, then spanked her ass with my free hand, and she giggled. She was so sexy and free.

I stopped to stare at this beautiful girl in front of me, and my insides began to burn all of a sudden. Coming back to sanity for a moment, I felt like my heart was ripping in two. An inner war couldn't even begin to describe what was going on. <i>What am I doing? How could I do this to Nessie? Imprint or no imprint, this was wrong. I should at least break it off first.</i>

A million thoughts were running through my mind, and I was in agony. She locked her hands behind my back and pulled me down to her. She kissed, then bit my earlobe softly and whispered in my ear, 'I want you, Jake.'

My sanity was gone again, and with it, my life.

I could never go back after this.