Ouch! Ivan let out as his head banged against the night table.

*****! What happened? Kitt screamed then she jumped up to turn the light on.

Ivan was sitting up rubbing the back of his head. Kitt raced over to him, held him close to her chest and she replaced her hand with his to make sure there was no blood.

Oh my God! Ivan Im so sorry. I cant

Its okay. Its okay! Im not bleeding right? Kitt shook her head no. Then Im fine. A little dazed, but fine. Ivan chuckled. Stop worrying, Kitt. Ivan comforted a very worried Kitt.

Are you sure? Can I get you an ice pack or something?

Ivan snuggled up to Kitt and whispered in her ear.

I would rather have a heat pack.

Kitt blushed and playfully smacked Ivans arms. Fresh!

Ivan and Kitt laughed at themselves and the incident. It wasnt a part of Kitts plan, but it made the continuation of their night more playful and spontaneous. They laughed, talked, and listened to the radio on the infamous night table before Kitt got up, turned the light off, and lit candles in the room. It was now close to midnight and she had grown weary of her day clothes. She got up excusing herself to change into something more comfortable and offered Ivan some clothes too. He frowned at her reminding her of his size. They laughed more and she presented him with a Fred Perry tennis suit shed bought for her son that she never got to give him. Ivan saw the sadness in Kitts eyes when she handed him the suit and inquired about her expression.

I wish it didnt have to be this way, Kitt stated twisting her mouth. Its just so difficult ya know? I should have just taken it back, but I was hoping, Kitt paused. Hoping, hed come back so I could explain what he thought he saw.

Well, maybe I shouldnt wear it then. Ivan offered the suit back to Kitt who refused it.

No, its okay. I think youd probably look nice in it. And youll be more comfortable too. Keep it. Well, thats if it fits anyway.
Ivan went to the bathroom while Kitt changed her clothes in the bedroom. He waited a few extra minutes to return to give Kitt time to freshen up. For the first time all evening, Ivan became nervous. He hadnt expected Kitt to respond so intently to him and although he really didnt mind, he suddenly felt like he wasnt ready for the possibility of them going all the way.

Ivan knocked and reentered the bedroom to find Kitt lying across the bed wearing a cute cotton short set for pajamas. He smiled at her as he placed his clothes neatly in a pile on the vanity bench. The pants of the suit were a little long, but still looked nice on him. He had a tank top on, which defined his perfectly sculptured frame. The light shimmered against his skin and sparkled like armor. He strolled to the bed and eased his way next to Kitt. She opened her arms wanting to feel him close to her again. They began to kiss and the fire immediately reignited between them. Ivan ran his hands through her hair, gently pulling her head backwards as he licked and kissed her neck. Kitt moaned and delighted in the feeling that was taking over her body and felt a wild stirring in her stomach and loins. She adjusted herself to contain and relish in the feeling while Ivan increased his careful manipulation of her. He took her soft, full ***** in his hands, carefully inflicting manual and oral pleasure to each of them. He kissed and tongued her stomach making her twitch and wiggle, and trying not to laugh from being ticklish. Kitts pleasure was hot and full of desire and she eased Ivans hand downward stopping shy of actually placing it between her thighs causing Ivan to be caught a little off guard by Kitts prowess. Not wanting to offend, he initially obliged her silent request running his hand tenderly between her thighs and teasing her moist flesh with delicate traces, but the more Kitts fiery responses were exposed, he seemed to be a little resistant to them. Her advances were more intense than hed ever imagined theyd get and was curious about her understanding of what their union would be like if they in fact were to get together that night. Without realizing it, his kisses began to speak what his mind was thinking and Kitt soon picked up on the change in affection and attention.

Kitts moaning subsided and she pulled back to look at an increasingly reluctant Ivan.

What? Whats wrong sweetheart?

Ivan sat up completely, turning away from Kitt trying to mask his embarrassment. He couldnt believe his own restraint and hoped he could compile some immediate understanding before ruining their night.

Uhm? Im sorry. I didnt mean to distract you. I, Im having His words trailed off as he rose from the bed walked toward the window.

Kitt stared at him in disbelief maintaining her position on the bed for fear of more rejection.

Im really sorry Kitt. Ivan said in a near whisper still staring out the window.

Sorry for what though? Im confused Ivan.

Ivan slid his hands in the pockets of the pants and turned around. It wasnt in his nature to be cold and uncaring and knew if he didnt face her, she would feel insecure with herself again and he didnt want that.

For holding back.

Kitt looked sad and fidgeted on the bed.

Not being able to take how she looked, Ivan walked to the bed and sat down extending his hand to hers. She responded and let it flop hard. Ivan squeezed it and lifted it to his mouth kissing it softly.

What did I do wrong? She inquired despondently.

Ivan lifted his headed and replied quickly.

Nothing! Nothing at all. I promise Kitt, you didnt do anything. Ivan reassured.

Then what happened Ivan? What changed with us?

Ivan lowered his head wishing he hadnt adversely reacted to Kitts desires. It wasnt that he didnt want to make love to her or fulfill any of her needs, but there was more to the act than Kitt had admittedly not considered and it occurred to him.

You, ahm, you kinda caught me off guard and even though I really want to make love to you, I wasnt sure if you realized that it wouldnt be like youve had it with others. I know you hadnt really thought about it, but I guess it hit me all of a sudden.

Kitt turned away. She felt unsure and uneasy about herself and her actions. It was true; she really hadnt considered the depth of what she was getting into. In her heart, she knew she was deeply attracted to Ivan and felt like she could fall for him. Physically, he was stimulating and made her feel good intimately, but she had lost sight of the trueness of being sexually intimate. It was then that she gave credence to what Bette told her about Ivan when his name first came up as a romantic interest. She now felt a little conflicted.

I guess I should be the one to apologize then. Have I put you in an awkward position?

No! Not at all! Came Ivans swift reply. I was more afraid for you than for me. I didnt want us to get to that point and you realize that there was a stipulation. This can go down any way you want it to, but I just needed to play it safe and know for sure.

Oh, Ivan, you had me so worried. I thought you changed your mind on me.

Oh God no! I could never do that Kitt. Never! He affirmed edging closer to her and holding her close. I told you before, Im here to give you whatever you need. I just want to be safe and sure about whatever happens between us. Im a team player hun and I have to make sure were playing by the same guidebook, follow?

Kitt smiled and nodded although still not completely sure of what she was agreeing to and it was apparent to Ivan.

Kitt, listen to me. I know this is a first for you. I also know that you initially had reservations about being with me. Fortunately, youve seen past that and were getting to know each other better and there is great chemistry between us, but remember there are differences. Some that you can work with and maybe a few that youll find hard. Either way I always need us to be on the same page about how we feel and where we stand. Ivan looked down and then back at Kitt who was still tightly gripping Ivans hand. Im sorry for not thinking about or saying this sooner, but until we were in the midst, it hadnt totally occurred to me. I hope that I didnt ruin this night for you Kitt. You know that was never my intent. Never! Ivan kissed Kitts cheek while waiting for her to digest his words and respond.

Kitt didnt know what to say. She knew what she felt emotionally and how she reacted physically, but hadnt properly considered the sexual aspect.

Uhm, she paused. I guess youre right. I have kinda gotten myself caught up with you. Ivans eyes widened thinking the worst. But dont get me wrong, Im enjoying it and you. She rubbed his face. I really like you Ivan. I like you a lot more than I ever thought I could or would. I know you know that. Dont you?

Ivan nodded.

Well, I am a little curious as to how this all goes down, not literally, she teased and Ivan chuckled too. But please trust that whatever Im feeling for you is real and although I may still be a little confused, what Im feeling isnt just an act of my hormones, she reassured.

Ivan threw his arms around her neck forcing her back down on the bed. It was the best news hed heard and all his skepticism immediately went away, leaving him with the reassurance that wherever this was heading, was in a good direction. They hugged, kissed, and rolled around on the bed laughing at themselves. Ivan slid the sheets back and Kitt got under them, he joined her and they cuddled in each other arms until they fell asleep.