7 Years Later

Phone rings..Hello.Hello Aliceyeah Whos Bette Porter..Yeah Alice its me.***** YOU PORTER.. hangs up phone.Well I guess I deserved thatCalls again.same thing.Calls again.busy.This went on for 2 days.morning noon ..and night..Finally Alice answers.WHAT THE ***** DO YOU WANT .. I just want to talk to you..now Bette after 7 mother ***** years

Well Alice you know it wasnt to easy on me 7 years ago either.everyone took Tinas side and no one even looked at me. Even after almost a year no one wanted to talk to me or Candace—–Say that BITCHS name again Bette and I hang up.I dont want to hear anything about you and that *****.Dont worry Alice she left me before the end of the first year.havent got a clue where she went .her life was turned up side down..her friends wanted nothing to do with her or me and my friends the same.no body would hire her..so one morning she just lefther apartment emptygone.Gee Bette Thats just too ***** bad.Alice that is not why I called .I need to get a hold of Tina..well good luck there Bette..Why..You know Bette when you ***** up you ***** up royally..Tina left 6 and years agono one has heard from her .she tried to go out with other women and men.But no one was good enough for her.no one was you Bette.She was going crazy.so one morning I got a letter .she leftno forwarding address .called her mother all I got was an answering machine called again .phone numbers changed.I tried everythingIt was like Tina fell off the face of the earth Every time we saw you either alone or with that bitchwe all ached for Tina.more and more.Didnt you know the two of you were our role modelslike the Parents.We all looked up to you two.then you split and kill the whole FAMILY..Dana never married Tonyathat was the only good thing about this whole mess..but she would never even consider marrying any body.she would say why botherLook at Bette and TinaIf anyone should have made it .but nooooooo nothing lasts forever.so why bother.I loved her but she wouldnt even give us a chance..So now she is like Shane was.***** who everwhenever.no stringsno commitment .no love just *****

Shane had a nervous breakdown .she has been in and out of mental hospitals over the years..she doesnt talk much any moreTinas not here to help and advise her you werent there .she looked up to you like a god.then you were just like everyone else in her life when she was growing up they left her, they didnt give a ***** about herand then you leave all of us and you didnt give a ***** about anybody. so she lost it.she has never been the same

Jennynot a cluehere today gone the nextTina was the reason she was ever around..Tina made everyone feel specialuseful.wanted

Marina.well she left too.back to Frangoes on location with her.

Tina was like the glueshe kept every body together.she kept everybody whole

What about you Alice?????? Me.I dont go out with women any moreNo I swore off of them..to god dammed complicating ..I married and divorced.I was pregnant.couldnt handle it .no Tina here to help meso I had an abortion .after that I couldnt even look at myself in the mirror..started drinking drugs..now I am just trying to get by day by day .

So life has been fucked up because of you Bette Porter.The Mighty Bette Porterand now after 7 years and 7 lives of a living ***** you call and want to talk.Well Bette I am done talking to you..so never call me againjust please forget us all because we forgot about you.YOU MOTHER ***** *****..and she hangs up the phone.

Bette just sat there.Shocked that the events in her life 7 years ago fucked up 7 peoples lives7 —-GOOD YEARS WITH TINA7 —–BAD YEARS WITHOUT TINA.7 ——PEOPLE FUCKED UP WITHOUT TINA.

DANA—-ALICE—-SHANE—–JENNY—–MARINA—–TINA——BETTE

Well Alice I know you didnt ask but my life hasnt been and bed of roses either .I miss Tina daily..but I was stupid .I was to MELVIN. to admit it.

What did I do??????? Why did I do it??????

I wish I would /could wake up ..