Bette was pacing back and forth .should I .***** it

Bette tried every phone number she had written down for Tinas family. No luck.. looked on the internet.googled Tina.Smiling to herself.yeah I would love to google her again..but every road turned into a dead end.she tried for hours.she called every Kennard in the State of California Bette just didnt know what else to do.or where else to look..I guess Alice was right.It was as if Tina had fallen off the face of the earth.she knew just as much today as she did 2 days ago..NOTHING

Bette grabbed her keys and jumped into her car.and just drove for hours.where she was going was anybodys guessshe thinks the car knew where it wanted to gobecause all of a sudden she stops in front of a houseFond memories from that house. With all of her strength she gets out of the car and knocks on the door.A women answersA familiar face from the past..She looks at Bettesmiles..How are you Bette? Fine and you Amanda? Well it was a start as least she didnt slam the door in my faceNo Amanda was not like that.Would you like to come in Bette? Thank you ..They make their way into the kitchen.Amanda makes coffee..offers Bette something to eat..she hadnt eaten since she started this investigation .accepts her offer..Amanda had made some of her famous sauce and meat balls and macaroni .Bette atebrought back memories of Tinas cooking.then in walked this beautiful young girl.hey Momstopping looking at Bette.screams Bette and gives her a hug and a kissYou cameChris Amanda saidshe just looks up smiles and says her friends are waiting they are going to the mallOK be careful..Daddy will pick you up at 5:00kisses Amanda goodbyesmiles and waves at Bette goodbye .another minute and I think Chris would have cried.She is beautiful Amanda .thanks shes a handful.

Sitting down next to Bette.So Bette .after all this time why now7 years later

We had 7 good years..then 7 lost years with out Tina.Its like the 7 year itch..I dont really know why now..but I decided to sell our house ..I just couldnt live there anymore. No one lived there for the past 6 years ..it was such a beautiful home .it could make a young couple very happy.

Ok so why are you here? I need Tina signature on the papers.the house was in both of our names..I am going to give her half of the profits.***** if she needed it she could have it all..I dont need the money..I did very well in the art world..Millions as a matter of fact.but just these last few daysI think I maybe woke up from a bad dream.Tina the love of my life is no longer in my life.I have no friends.I just found out my friends all went to pieces over my ***** up.I fucked up the lives of 7 people..who I truly loved .Alice, Dana, Shane, Jenny, Marina and Tina and myself.What happened to you know who? Bette just looked down she left before the end of the first year.it was like she had the plague..her friends my friendsno one even looked at us all we did was fightshe wanted to move in with mebut I didnt.I only wanted to live with one person my whole life.so one day she packed up all of her stuff and leftnever heard from her again.It didnt matter to me I had this wall that I built around myselfno one could get in.only Tina knew howand now I dont let any one in.Its been over 6 years since I have been with anyone. I just keep comparing them to Tina.No one is good enough.I dont want anyone else

How is she Amanda??????? I cant tell you Bette.Is she happy????? I cant tell you that either.Bette she was like a daughter to me .After every thing that happenedShe didnt know where to go.I just thank God that she came hereShe couldnt go to her parents house, they were hardly ever home..she needed someone and she came to me …when she came here she was a wreck.I shouldnt even tell you this .But she wanted to die. No one was good enough for her man or woman..I cant tell you how many nights me and George just held her so she wouldnt do anything to herself.. she would hold Chris because she would never do anything in front of her.Chris loved her she would call her Little Mommy. Tina would cry every night for your son.the one she loved and lostthen she would cry for you. The wife she loved and lost.we had to watch her around the clock..Until one day. Amanda broke downshe was crying uncontrollably .she couldnt stop. Bette it was only 5 minutesthe phone rang..when I came back. My God .My Tina..

WHAT .WHAT HAPPENEDPLEASE AMANDATELL ME

AMANDAIS TINA ALIVE?????????????????????????