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    Doesn’t seem to fit.

    My birthday is the day after tomorrow and I will have hit the quarter of a century mark(25)and I still have not started to live the life I want. You see not only am I still in the closet, ***** I haven’t even tried on the clothing yet. Some would say I’m not ***** because that would be like liking ham sandwhiches even though you’ve never had one. (Sorry bad analogy)You see ever since I can remember I’ve always been attracted to women. I have always found them beautiful and many other things. Wink Wink!! I never really felt I fit in with the other girls I wasn’t as high maintenance as they were and I was always scared to get to close physically because I had this huge fear of kissing them. Finally about three years ago I fell hard for a beautiful women, who also happened to be my boss. I had just moved to the Midwest, from Arkansas taking a break from college to work as a councilor for DSS and DOC Kids. Well she was tall, dark haired, native american, and very beautiful. Ow did I mention she was also *****? I was totally in awe of her but she treated me like a little sister. First off I was 10 years younger than she and aparently not her type at 5ft 1 and 118 lbs, blonde hair, and blue eyes. We spent a lot of time together going to the gym, bar hopping, and working. Then I found out about her. You see she was in a relationship with a women and they shared a little girl and they were very much in love.
    Shortly after learning of this I moved home to finish college. And two years later I still see beautiful women every day, yet I live in an unopen community where their is no one to have a relationship with. I’m still looking though. So here I am a L word addict who watches and wishes for the love they share, still unaware of the love I want.

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    1. HAppy Birthday. You can’t hurry love as the song says. Be patient, enjoy life (as best you can) and remember that good things come to those who wait. :-)

    2. Analogy: How can you say that you are gay, when you have never been with a man?
      My analogy: You never miss what you never had. I know what I like.

    3. ok, have you posted with the last week?
      If you are for B&T, give me an aspect of your story. You are making it hard, because I have a list of 5 writers that I will stop everything to read, and a couple of them have stoped.
      I won’t ask name or titles.

    4. Oh god, do I ever know what you’re going through. I’m going through the same thing myself. Only I’m 18 and going through it in a women’s college. Yay Agnes Scott! But I pretty much had the same thing with the falling in love with a beautiful girl. But she’s straight and has recently signed a modeling contract for some ppl in NY. So good luck with opening up your closet door. We all need it.

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