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Alice turned back to Sasha, sighed and finally gave up her initial plan to jump. I have a crush on Dana, so what ? she thought Ill get over her, even if it takes a lot of time.
She took one step forward but hadnt noticed the bootle lying under her. Her foot hit it, she stumbled, trying to win her balance back, struggling, waving her arms in the air. She saw herself dangerously swaying, her eyes fell to the ground and she caught a glimpse of the darkness beneath her which made her slightly jump and pushed her even more off balance. Finally, one of her feet slided and she felt herself falling. She wanted to scream but couldnt make out which sound would be better.
Sasha stayed where she was, watching the body disappear behind the barrier.


I cant believe youre here Lara whispered after their ***** had washed over them. Youre this beautiful person, whos on her way to become a star, and Im just this sous-chef she went on. Dana nestled her head on Laras shoulder, letting her caress her head. Their legs were entangled and they rubbed them against each other.
Dana goofily smiled from ear to ear Are you kidding ? Youre the best soup chef around she said, kissing Lara slightly on the lips, making her laugh.
They gazed lovingly into each others eyes for a long time, then Danas face grew serious : Im really sorry I put you through so much, when we first dated she slowly said I dont know what I would have become without you. She started kissing her way down Laras body, pausing everytime to speak I she said kissing her neck, love she went on, her tongue playing with Laras hardening nipples, ***** she dipped her tongue in her navel, Lara arched her back, clunching the sheets with her fists, love Dana whispered against Laras skin, you she said, reaching the place she was looking for and forgot about everything else. All she knew about was the softness she was going to taste. She felt Lara shiver in anticipation, pressing herself into Danas mouth, her hands wildly playing with Danas hair.



Bette was sitting at the kitchen table. Tina and her had just had dinner. Tina had cooked something when she had come home form the Center and Bette had come to chat with her in the meantime.
The situation was smooth and awkward at the same time. Smooth because they found it easy to talk to each other and enjoyed it. Awkward because they knew their conversation was superficial and they were leaving out the real important subjects. Both seemed to be at ease but a single word slipping from their mouth could reveal how stressed they both were.
It had gone on like this for a week now : they would spend the evenings together, chatting away the nights. And crash to bed (Tina on the couch and Bette in the real bed) around 4 in the morning, when their eyes would shut no matter how hard they tried to keep them open.
Bette had finally accepted to leave the bed, though she still wasnt able to confront the world and stayed in the house all day long. Kit had dropped by sometimes, wanting to keep her company. She was the only one, with on occasions Dana and Lara. But neither Alice, who seemed to have disappeared nor Shane (Bette knew Shane hadnt quite forgiven her her affair with Candace and hurting Tina) had come.
Tina was cleaning the dishes, and it made Bette feel uncomfortable, useless. She got up and tried to walk to Tina, following the sounds she could hear and helping herself with her hands. She finally made contact with something smooth. She slightly stroke it, wondering what it was she was in front of and realised it was skin. Tinas back.
Tina froze when she felt her hand. She had been lost in her thoughts, thinking of what she should do. There were two things she was worried of : she still hadnt told Bette she was pregnant and didnt know how to broach the topic (Hey Bette, guess what ? Im pregnant !) and she couldnt stand the situation they were in anymore. She knew it was somehow unwholesome. Tina was keeping all her rage, her hatred, her violence to herself, burrying it deep inside in order not to shock Bette and to make her recovrey easyer. But she was at the end of her tether and was seriously considering moving out of the house. If she didnt, she might one day burst out, screaming at Bette all the things she was trying to contain.

Bettes hand instantly stopped moving when she realised she was touching Tina. But she didnt take it away. It has been so long she thought, she hadnt had the chance to really touch Tina since the hospital. Not like that, not intimately.
Her hand fell to her side. Suddenly she felt warm, a tingling sensation in her stomach, rising up her body to her throat.

Tina turned when she stopped feeling the hands warm pressure on her back. She could see Bettes face, concentrated, her eyes wide open as if she was trying to see. It has been so long that someone touched me like this Tina thought. It was different from Hamids touch. It was the way Bette used to feel her body, to stroke it. Her eyes fell on Bettes lips, slightly parted, tracing their line.

Bette could feel a warm breath on her lips and her body shivered. Was it Tinas lips ? Was Tina standing so close to her ? Had she turned around ? She didnt dare to move, afraid to scare the sensation and feeling away. It was more difficult for her to breathe now. She cursed herself for not being able to see, but somehow it added some mytery and danger to the situation.

Her mind was urging her to back away, move, do something but she couldnt. Bette was so beautiful. She had never seen her in a vulnerable position before and it showed her another side of Bette, the soft and caring side she didnt like people to see at first sight.
But she also remembered the Bette who had cheated on her and she abruptly turned away.

There was a slight draught and with one movement the feeling, the warmth was gone. Had Tina turned away ? Left ? Or had it just been an illusion of her mind ? Had her feelings been playing with her ?
She didnt dare to ask Tina, to speak because she didnt want to break the atmosphere. It was charged with electricity, fire. And Bette let her head fall down, taking one step away.