Bette

I leave the house blowing her kisses and mouthing I love yous. I know it must look silly to the rest of the world, us acting like teenagers, but I dont care the slightest bit. I love her so much I dont care who knows! She’s taking care of me, she’s comforting me, consoling me, trusting me, keeping me safe, holding my hand, guiding me, desiring me, craving me, loving me. And all of me. I feel like I’m singing the same song all over again and again, but I still dont care, I love her, so much my heart bleeds and I start to cry. So here Iam, driving away from her, from our love nest, dreading the minutes she’s absent. Counting the seconds till I see her again, have her in my arms again, touching her lips, making sweet love to her in the warmth of our bed, no one but the two of us. She took me by surprise this morning, naked under the apron, dirty little! I wet my lips and feel the taste of her, sending thrills down my spine. I imagine her doing to me what she just did a few minutes ago, ***** me, licking her fingers afterwards, making sure she has my scent with her. God, she’s *****! Unforgettable that is..! Need to focus on driving, need to get to office and home in one piece – just to get ravished by her, I hope! I miss her so much already, how am I supposed to get any work done anyways? I smell her, I feel her soft hair running through my fingers, her eyes penetrating me, seeing through to all my lost and secret chambers, I feel her sensitive skin trembling at my touch, her soothing voice humming at me, her warmth and caring, her concern and consideration, her closeness and honesty – everything about her! I wouldnt be the Bette Porter I am today, if it hadnt been for her, she makes me want to change to become better. I love her! Im smiling widely as I’m parking the car outside the gallery, just barely able to stop my self from opening the bag she’s made me. I rush past James, giving him a apologetic face and a smile. My stomach tickles as I close the door and the drapes and rush to my seat so that I can tear the bag open:

Baby

Had no intensions of you eating anything this morning edible anyways! So I packed you lunch and something extra, figure you might need them.. More to eat when you come home – soon I hope!
In case you forget, I love so much!!

T


I read the note over, touching her handwriting, smelling the note, she’s showered some of her perfume on it. I can still feel the taste of her in my mouth and my hand still bears her scent. I lick my lips and think of her. Oh, I love her!! She’s provided me with lunch snacks and a bottle of water, knowing her, she’s afraid I’m not getting enough fluids considering my activities.. I laugh and take a look in the bag if theres more, and I feel a sudden blush rise to my face, and my stomach does a huge somersault I peek up to the office window to see if anyones spying on me, something I wouldnt pass by James seeing as he always turns red every time Tina comes to visit me at the office I pull out a pair of Tinas pink satin panties, the ones with Only For You written on the front. A little note is attached to it You dont mind sharing do you, figured you might need a clean pair, thinking about me, all alone, naked, in our bed . Oh, my God, I shouldnt have gone to work today.!!! I stutter as I make the most essential calls and wrap up my paperwork, my God Ive been in the office for twenty minutes, tops..!! As I rush by James, he gives me a confused look, his mouth agape.. Im not feeling too well, James, could you hold any calls to my cell. And please leave the opportunity open that I might even take a sick day tomorrow as well!
I rush out, my face hot as *****, my body yearning for her, grinning and laughing Ill eat my lunch at home..!