HEREAFTER. Chapter 1. What is this all about?

Is stupid how memories come, out of no where, maybe with something someone would say, a taste in my mouth, a scent, a smile, some others times doesnt even takes nothing at all and just happens, just like when open my eyes as I wake, I fight it, but must of the time I surrender. Am in a fixed point, I shouldnt be looking back but as much as I try I cant see anything ahead, so the present it is, always an everlasting present, am I happy? Well I know that am content and maybe thats all I can ask for, I chuckle at the though, big realization there, I dont complain though is fair enough. I know for me is forbidden to recall, however just now playing this never ending game in my mind, isnt it this remember even when I try to block the images in my mind? and you, what have you done to forget? Stupid question, is not what you did.

flashback:

Tina, baby are you coming?
Babe, I told you, just a minute she was picking something from Bette closet.
Honey baby, I really need you here desperation was creeping on Bettes voice, Pasta al pesto, seem like a very good idea at the time, then was Pasta chicken pesto, now escalated into Pasta with Pesto with Scallops, what the ***** was she thinking getting into this she smile at that, she knew exactly what she wanted to get into and it wasnt dry fettuccine actually was all the opposite of dry.
God Bette, what have you done? And why are you smiling? Bette diverted her attention from the half made pasta to Tina, she had to swallow, the ***** with the pasta, she turn everything off and pick up The phone, knocking once again her wine glass in the process. When did she become so clumsy?
Albert, yeah is me. She nodded into the phone as if could be seen, her attention was already taken for someone other than Albert, her under suit blouse look way too Hot for words on Tina, listen I need a huge favor, I know you dont deliver, but I have this emergency I need you to send me that dish I told you.. yes Pasta al Pesto for two she listened for a moment then smiled into the phone You dont know how much Ill owe you, Thanks Albert she ended the call.
Tina smirked this little tricks Bette always pulled out of the hat still impressed her Babe what happened with you wanting to prepare ME some nice dinner she pouted a little for effect trying to cover that the way Bette was ogling her was sending shivers down her spine.
In three long definitive strides Bette drag her to the couch by the waist, she wanted the bedroom but the couch would have to do for now you dont expect me to cook while you look like that, right Tina halfheartedly pretend resistance giggling all the time; before Bette could kiss her Tina put her index finger in Bette mouth, tell me, spill the wine all over my dress, was only your back up plan to get out of the kitchen, right? Bette had to laugh at that, You getting to know me too well, Miss Kennard Just then Tinas laugh was drown on Bettes kiss.