Chapter 129

As Tina continued to sleep, Bette quietly entered the bedroom and crawled into bed. She cuddled up to Tina. Instinctively, Tina put her arm around her and pulled her close to her. Bette rested her head on Tina’s chest and closed her eyes. She soon drifted off to sleep.

Tina woke up some time later and immediately felt Bette with her…cuddled into her…..sleeping in her arms. She smiled and gently kissed her on the top of her head. She whispered. “I’m so sorry Baby…so sorry.” Bette didn’t hear her…she continued to sleep. Knowing now that things would be alright, Tina drifted off to sleep again.

When they both woke up, Tina held Bette close to her. “Hey Baby….Bette…my God Baby…I am so sorry about earlier. You didn’t deserve any of that.”

Bette began crying again…a true reflection of her hurt feelings…of the pain she continued to experience. “Tina……” Bette attempted to speak but couldn’t. Her quiet tears had now turned into sobs. Tina continued to hold her close to her. She let her cry.

“I love you Baby….I’m so sorry…..” Tina’s words trailed off as tears filled her eyes and then spilled out onto her cheeks. “Bette…could you please look at me?”

“No T…not yet….no.” Bette continued to cry and once again…for the second time that day…Tina felt her heart breaking. She knew she had to fix things…but had no clue how to do that. How could she lift a hand to Bette in any way other than a playful one…and how could she say such hurtful things to the only woman she had ever loved? Tina was stumped…she didn’t know what to do to rectify what she had done.

Finally Bette pulled away from Tina and laid on her side facing her. Bette averted her gaze away from Tina. Tina looked at Bette…they both had tears in their eyes. Tina reached for Bette’s hand. She held it and then brought it to her mouth and kissed it. “Baby…could you please look into my eyes now?”

Bette raised her eyes to meet Tina’s. They stared into each others eyes. “Bette…please forgive me for doing and saying those things to you. You didn’t deserve any of it….I feel really bad about it.” Tina spoke through her tears. “Baby…please forgive me…please.”

“T…I know you were angry…about the situation…and at me for making light of it. I just…I really thought we’d gotten past that point….the affair.” Bette choked on tears as she said the words.

“Babe…I thought we were past it too. Things have been so great between us…we have a beautiful family…we have everything we’ve always dreamed of…everything we’ve ever wanted. I can’t believe I actually hit you that hard. God Baby….” Tina began crying harder. “I can’t believe I did that to you….that I said those terrible words to you. Baby…I guess I forgave you…but I don’t know if I can ever really forget what happened. But I want to try harder to get past it. I know it meant nothing. I know you’re in love with me. I just lost it. What’s wrong with me?”

“Tina…please…I forgive you for today…really. And I know the affair was very difficult on you…on us. But you’re right…it meant nothing. It’s over…it happened well over a year ago. It’s over. I love you.”

“Baby…can I kiss you please?” Tina still had tears falling from her eyes. “Please Baby…let me make it up to you….”

Tina kissed Bette gently on the lips. Then she kissed her eyes, her cheeks, her nose. She whispered. “I love you so much Bette…I’m sorry….I’m sorry…”

Bette responded to Tina’s kisses. She moaned with every kiss. Bette whispered. “I forgive you Tina…I forgive you…please make love to me..please.”

Tina looked at Bette. “I’d love to make love to you….there is nothing I’d rather do than make love to you Baby. Sit up for me.” Bette sat up and Tina pulled her t-shirt off over her head. Then she gently helped her lay back down on the bed. Tina then removed Bette’s sweat pants and panties. She tossed them across the room.

“You still throw like a girl T….It’s a good thing I love girls.” Bette managed to smile at Tina through her tears. Tina kissed Bette’s smile.

“Oh Baby…so sweet…I adore your smile.” Tina leaned in and kissed Bette again. “I’m going to show you how sorry I am Baby…and how very much I love you.” Tina removed her clothing and tossed it to the side. She got into bed with Bette and ran her fingers through her hair as she looked at her. She looked up and down Bette’s body. “You know…I’ll never get tired of looking at you….you’re so beautiful. So beautiful Baby.” Tina kissed Bette again. I want you so bad Baby…I’ll never want anyone but you.” Tina climbed on top of Bette and began kissing her way down Bette’s neck…to her chest and down to her *****. Bette’s nipples we’re hard from anticipation. When Tina sucked one of them into her mouth, Bette moaned loudly. Tina teased Bette’s nipple with her tongue – drawing circles around it. She moved on to Bette’s other nipple and gently grazed it with her teeth.

“Oh my God Tina…..I love you…..Tina….I love you.” Bette placed her hands on the top of Tina’s head. She gently pushed her head down. Tina began kissing Bette’s tummy. She licked and kissed her way to her belly button and then stuck her tongue in it. Bette’s body quivered. “Tina…”

Tina raised her head and looked up at Bette. She just looked at her for a minute. “Baby…you’re starting to show….look at this.” Tina pointed to Bette’s abdomen. Sure enough it was beginning to protrude slightly. Tina kiss Bette’s abdomen softly. “Hey you guys…guess what? I love you very much…and I love your mama more than I could ever begin to tell her. You’re going to be beautiful babies…and I can’t wait for you to get here.” Tina continued placing soft kisses over Bette’s tummy and then moved down between her legs.

“Tina…please…please…..I need to feel you…I need to have you inside me…T…please….I love you T…”

Tina gently slid her tongue up and down as she entered Bette with two of her fingers. Bette raised her hips off the bed. Tina continued to move her tongue, her mouth and her fingers….slowly and gently.

“Tina…I love you….I only love you……I’ll…..love….God Tina….I’ll love you….ahhhhh….forever…..”

Tina continued to move her mouth and fingers. She knew that Bette was ready to surrender to her. Tina continued to move her fingers in and out of Bette while she raised her head to look at her. “Bette…I’ll never hurt you like that again….I love you Baby….please …..give yourself to me now….I want to feel you and I want to watch your face as you *****. Please Baby….come on….I love you Bette…please….give yourself to me now….let it go…now….I love you….right now.” Bette contracted around Tina’s fingers and moaned loudly as she came. Tina moved up the bed so she was face to face with Bette. “Baby…I love you…please…never forget that. You’re so beautiful…thank you for giving yourself to me….I love you so much.”

As Bette relaxed …her breathing returned to normal and she pulled Tina on top of her. “Thank you T….for that.”

“I love you Baby….and I’m sorry.” Tina kissed Bette gently. “So sorry.”

“I am too….we need to get past this T….”

“We will Baby….we will…” Tina kissed Bette again. She rubbed her nose on Bette’s. Bette smiled. Tina knew that always made her smile. Tina kissed Bette’s smile. “I love you….”

“I know you do T…I know….”

TBC