As the doorbell rang, Bette looked up from the couch annoyed, hoping that whoever it was would leave thinking nobody was home. But whoever it was, they were persistent and Bette finally crawled off the couch and headed towards the door mumbling under her breath. Coming, Im coming. Jesus, hold on.

When she opened the door, she stood there shocked and tongue-tied.

Surprise. Tina grinned, nervously fidgeting. Whats the matter? Cat got your tongue?

Er…no… I mean…. Tina reached over and hugged her, letting her know words werent needed.

Hi Bette.

Hi Tina.

Finally some real words. Tina teased as they walked into her apartment.

You surprised me.

That was the point and I see it worked. As she walked inside she looked around curiously.

Welcome to my home. Come on, sit down. Sorry its not in better shape, but I wasnt expecting such wonderful company. Looking down at herself she said, And sorry for my appearance. I guess pajamas arent too glamorous, huh?

How many people actually get to see this side of Bette Porter? I should take a picture. Im sorry I came over so late but I wanted to see you.

Im so glad youre back.

It feels good to be back.

Have a good trip? A good visit with Adison? Bette didnt want to openly pry.

It was a great trip. All week we didnt see each other, but it was nice hanging out over the weekend. And then Mandy came out. It was our own little reunion. I loved it. Actually I think Adison might come out here for a short visit when her exams are done before Christmas.

Really? Well, that should be… fun.

I really want you to meet her. Shes a great woman.

I bet. Bette said half to herself.

Should I let you get to bed?

No, stay with me for a little while.

Anytime but only if you promise to leave the cooking up to me from now on.

Bette gave her best hurt face and Tina laughed. Id love it if you cooked. That means well be spending more time together.

Who else would I rather spend time with?

I was hoping youd say that. Sit on the couch with me. She patted the cushion next to her. Tina obliged and let herself fall onto Bette, gracefully yet self consciously. Bette casually wrapped her arm around Tina, reassuring her. They sat in silence for a while, Tina playing with the hem on Bettes sweat pants and Bette running her fingers delicately through Tinas hair.

Bette?

Hm?

What are you thinking?

Oh… just how much Im loving sitting here with you in my arms. I was afraid when you came back you wouldnt want to see me anymore.

Im sorry I left. Tina whispered, looking up at Bette.

Was there another reason you left other than your thesis?

I was afraid.

You dont ever have to be afraid of me, Tina.

I think I was more afraid of myself… of everything going on inside of me.

Coming out is hard. Did leaving help you?

I got my work done and I decided everything I want is right here in LA… enveloping me on this couch.

Really? You mean that?

Yes. Tinas eyes reflected sincere love.

I guess Ill let you stick around.

Tina poked her in the side and laughed. Bette leaned down and kissed her, softly until Tina pulled her closer and draped her arms around Bettes neck. The kiss was long and rougher than their past affections, opening up a new depth to their feelings. Letting Tina lead, Bette stayed in check with her desires, not wanting to scare Tina off again. She had to know that this moment was because of Tinas own craving and she could almost feel Tina releasing more of her fears through the intensity of the kiss.

Tinas hands roamed over Bettes neck and tousled her hair as she flicked Bettes lips with her tongue. Letting Tina pursue her curiosity and wish, Bette challenged Tina by flicking her back. Their tongues danced back and forth, teasing, taunting and arousing each other, lips crushing. Tina discovered the beauty in kissing a woman… the softness of Bettes lips and face, her perfect rhythm, and her beautiful scent.

As Bettes hands stayed firmly on Tinas sides, the kiss continued to deepen and her hands inadvertently smoothed Tinas back. Tina sucked and nibbled on Bettes bottom lip and Bette pushed right back. They were playing a game… and neither one wanted to lose.

Finally Tina pulled away and took a deep breath, coming up for air. When she opened her eyes, Bette was admiring her.

Are you sure youve never kissed a woman before?

Definitely. I wouldve remembered something like that.

Bette traced Tinas lips with her finger and Tinas eyes flickered.

Well, Ive kissed women before, but that was something to write about.

Ill see what I can do. Tina smiled.

Just promise the next time you write or do some soul searching, you do it right here… with me.

Im all yours.

Can I get that in writing?

Tina laughed. It is… right here and here. She pointed to Bettes heart and her own.