7 a.m. came early for Bette and Tina.the alarm clock went off and it seemed as if the whole room was shaking.. Tina sat up, and wiped her eyeslooking over at the alarm clock before turning it off.
Too ***** early she said as she wrapped up against Bette..
Ummm.. Bette stirred.. Oh Tina.. she moaned.
Tina leaned up onto her elbow she is dreaming.. she thought.she sat and watched her smile in her sleep
oh my godthat feels soo good she moaned again.
Tina had a thought.I could wake her up for some morning lovin..last night was sooo awesomemaybe she will let me use that ..that..and she chuckled..thing on her.she began to run her hand up Bettes thigh and onto her stomach, before sliding on to her *****..taking a nipple in between her fingers and softly rolling it around..Bette moaned.aloud
Baby.. said Tina as she whispered into her wifes ear. Bette baby..wake up
Bette moaned but didnt wake upTina nudged her.. Bette..
Still no answer. ***** yelled Tina loudlyand Bette sat updazed and confused.. What? Shitwhat was that you said?
I saidpussy..babeI have tried to wake you for 5 minutes now, and nothing.but then I yell ***** and instantly you wake up..damn.next time I want your attention..I will just yell to the top of my lungs.
Bette laughed a little chuckle. You are sooo full of shityou didnt try to wake me.
Yes, I didI sweargirl scouts honor said Tina as she held two fingers up.and smiled
Dont lieyou werent a girl scout. laughed Bette
Yes mam.I waswasnt every girl in the scouts when they were little?
Not me.. said Bette holding up her index finger. They kicked me out
Whatyou must be joking.who the ***** can get kicked out of the girl scoutsor brownies?
Yours truly said Bette pointing her thumb at herself
No waywhat did you do? asked Tina.
I got caught eating all the brownies
Tina hit Bette on the arm you arent funny.
YesI amand you know it. said Bette laughingfinally, Tina began to join in.and they were rolling around on the bed laughing and tickling each other..
StoppitI gotta pee said Bette as she wiggled free and went to the bathroom.
Tina decided to surprise Betteshe took the box out of the closet, and sat it next to the bed..before Bette came back from the restroom
Babe.did you fall in or something?
NoIm coming Bette yelled back
soon I hope said Tina so low not to let Bette hear her
Bette walked back into the bedroomand Tina quickly walked up to her. Babecome here
What?
Come and lay down..I have a surprise for you
Baby, no surprises.. said Bette
Trust me.. said Tina as she pulled her over to the bed and layed her down.. Now close your eyes, and keep them closed she instructed. Bette did as told.Tina leaned atop of her, and kissed her slightly.running her tongue to Bettes neck and down from there, while Bette let out a moan.
Can I open my eyes now?
No said Tina as she leaned up..then knelt back down..spreading Bettes legs
You are really making me hot said Bette.
Hopefully hotter in a minute.. said Tina as she inched the strap-on closer to Bettes opening.and let it rest there
What are u doing Tina?
Youll see.. said Tina as she pushed the head of the strap-on in..
Tina..No screamed Bette as she sat up and scooted back.. NoI dont want that
Bette whats the matter?
II.I dont want that in me said Bette as she looked into Tinas eyesthe tears were starting to form in the corners..
Bette, you have totally lost me here..last night, you didnt mind using it said Tina
I knowbut I dont want it in me..
I dont understand, baby
You dont need to understand.all you need to know is I dont want that inside of me said Bette as she got up and started getting ready to go into the gallery.. Tina just sat there dumbfounded..she didnt understand any of this but she knew that she had to talk to Bette..so, she got up and took the toy off before putting it back into the box, and away in the closetthen she walked into the kitchen where Bette was now making her morning coffee.
Bette.what.I.Im sorrydid I do something wrong? she asked as she stood next to Bette.
Bette stopped making her coffee and looked out of the kitchen window.. Im sorryNo.. you didnt do anything wrong.u couldnt possibly know
Know what? asked Tina
Nevermind said Bette as she finished making the coffee and took a sip. Ummmmperfect..
Bette.I couldnt possibly know what?
I cant. said Bette as she gave Tina a kiss and headed for the door. I will call you later at the center I love you
Love.u..too said Tina as she stood there wondering what Bette was talking about..she decided to go to the planet for coffee and talk to Aliceif anyone knew why Bette had reacted that way, it would be her.
Once there, she pulled Alice to the side. Something really strange happened this morning she started.
Bette couldnt make you nut said Alice
Be serious for a minuteAl
Okaysorry said Alice Now what was so strange?
WellI dont even know how to say this..okay.. Here goes. I tried to use a strap-on with her this morning
Oh my godthose things are awesome.I love oneu knowmine is blue
Too much info Al.anyway, she freaked out on me.and told me that I didnt need to understand why she didnt want it, but that she just didnt want it
Okay.sheBette Porter turned down *****
***** with a strap-on.. said Tina
I dont even understand this said Alice
Well, you know her better than anyone else besides myselfI thought that you may know something that I dont..
NoI am sorry said Alice. but I can talk to her if you want.
No.noshe would kill me if she knew that I was talking to you about this
OkayI wont say anything to her said Alice. But please inform me of what happens with this
I will.. I will said Tina. Bye..
Bye..
Tina headed to the Center and put in a full days work..then made her way home
A few hours later, Bette came home to Tina sitting on the sofa with a glass of milk, some Oreos, and a good book..she put her things down and sat on the sofa next to her
How was your day? she asked as she began to pull her shoes off.
Greatand yours?
It was a little crazy.I had some new art to come in.and I had to do the paperwork on it..mostly I just sat around thinking.
Tina didnt say anything at first..
What were you thinking about? she asked knowing what the answer may be
Thinking about this morning, and how I reacted.. I am really sorry
Do you want to talk about it? asked Tina.
Bette sat there for 5 or 10 minutes..she wasnt sure how long.with tears streaming down her face..she had lost track.of everything
I.Iits still too hard said Bette.
Baby, please.tell me whats bothering you
Bette cried harder and Tina wrapped her arms around the love of her life.
Whatever it is.we can work through it.together said Tina.
Now you have to talk to me
Nobody knows about thisnot even Alice cried Bette
I can keep a secret
Iwell, in high school.the football games were always a thing of choice for usthe girlz in my group.my friends.. and she stopped.
One nightthe star of the team.well, he took advantage of me.
Took advantage of you? asked Tina with tears now flowing freely.. What do you mean
He.he took advantage of me said Bette now sobbing heavily..
You mean.. said Tina as she looked into her wifes eyes.. u mean he raped you?
Bette couldnt answer.all she could do was nod her head yes.
Oh my godbabyI am sooo sorry. said Tina as she pulled her wife into her arms and held her tight. I am so sorryu never told anyone?
Why? Why tell? So that my name could just be plastered to the wallI wanted to be big into the art scene after school.and If I wouldve told someone, then I wouldve been ruined.
I.I understandlook, I am so sorrybut things will get better, I promise..whenever you want to talk, you come to meremember that you made me a promise that we would communicate more about our feelings.
I know, T.I love you sooo ***** much.you are my world. said Bette I told you that there were a lot of things that you still didnt know about me said Bette as she relaxed into her wifes arms.
Tbc..