HI5- of course they can get through it. I hope! ~hehe~ Thanks for your comment

Seven- I really hope Tina does come to her senses (and not just in my story either) Thanks for taking the time to comment. Glad to see your still reading.

Callmecrazy- hope you havent turned blue mate ~lol~ thanks for commenting.

Chasemenow- yes, Tina can be stubborn when she wants to beglad u r still following the story:) Thanks

Nix- I hope Tina realizes she is being silly too before its too late ~btw I get a goofy grin at your updates toohehe~ Thanks for taking the time to comment.

Thumbs- Im honoured 2 commentslol..Unfortunately I like this Tina better too atm:( Thanks for your comments.

Kabby- have faith- I am a tibette fan through and through ~wink~. Thanks for commenting.

Amanda(hotpepper)- Yes Tina is afraid, but will she let Bette come to her rescue? Thanks for always taking the time to comment.

Seahurst- glad to see you are still interested. Hope you get back to your writing soonIm desperately missing your story. We thank you for the encouragement ~hehe~

Strtgirl- know exactly wot u mean about S2 ~pouting~ Thanks for your comment

Shades- glad you could feel some B & T lovin.here in FF is the only place atm ~sigh~ Thanks for commenting.

Maybeyes- Yes the biggest test of Bettes life, but shell do it for her Teewont she? ***** YES! Thanks for commenting.

Chakasb- Little Jack will be back, eventually:) Thanks for commenting.

C2bc- I concur- true love can conquer all ~smiles~ Thanks for your comments.

Wildtouch- girl your comments always put a smile on my faceThank you.

Imlovinit- with B & T there is always hope, even if Tina is unable to walk. Are my senses right that u r an Aussie too???? Thanks for commenting mate.

Wo-wo- I wont let them fall apart. I agree that they are meant for each other. Thanks for your comments

Laurel- you know I would never really end it there babe ~cheeky grin~ Thanks for your words of encouragement, You are my number 1 fan! ~wink~

Trolle, Tamaratag, trublue, Jwet, rosie, lyn, fareast, tinalvsbette, gina, wonder, lost, weavers fingers, M99- thank you all for your comments, they really inspire me to continue, especially with the state of the show atmI keep telling myself it can only get better, it can only get betterit cant get much worse, can it??:(

And all you readers out there hope you are enjoying.

On with the story

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Bette walked up to Tina, who returned the silent loving gaze, and took both her hands in her own, staring intently, affectionately at her. You can do this! Bette convinced herself, show her Porter!

Bette: (nervously) TinaTee, can we.?

At the exact same time Tina mustered up the courage to speak to Bette too, to start their mending, babe, I need to talk.

Both women looked at each other smiling and in unison replied, Sorry, go ahead.

And thus the lines of communication were now open, were they strong enough to make it through?..

Tbc.

Moving On Chapter 37

Bette began, smiling shyly, gazing intently into Tinas hesitant but loving eyes, laying her life as she knew it on the line, her heart dangling cautiously on her sleeve, praying that Tina could see that she was sincere, TeeI know I fucked up, and I dont deserve it, but Im asking you now, as a woman completely in love with you, can you give me a second chance, can you give us a second chance?

Tina could feel the tears forming in her eyes, Bette I already..

Bette kept going, she felt like she was on a roll, (tears were trickling down Bettes cheeks. This was make or break time for her) I want us to start at the beginning baby. a new beginning. I am offering you what I shouldve given you all along; my heart already belonged to youit always has, but now I am offering you all of meI am going to show you all of me Tee and I hope to god you still love what you see, but no holding back from now on! I want to show you that I am strong enough for you to trust me with your heart again. (quietly, remorsefully) I know its going to take time Tee but I am prepared to wait for you forever, as long as there is hope I really believe we can get through this, we can take each others pain away, but only if we do it together, no matter what happens TeeTogether, you and me!!

Tina: (tears flowed freely down her cheeks as her blurred vision remained firmly fixed on Bettes eyes) Bette I love you, I have never stopped. I told you I am prepared to give us a try, but first we need to start off as friends. We need to talk through our problems and build a firm, sturdy base for any future relationship we hope to have. I believe we can get through this together too, no matter what. I dont think I could make it through this without you babe! But are you prepared to put in the hard work Bette? I need to be able to trust you again before we can even think about recommencing a marital relationship, and you are going to have to earn that trust.

Bette: (smiling broadly, thankfully) I am prepared to do whatever it takes Tee. You name it!

Tina: (playfully, smiling through her tears) Good! And just for the record Bette, when it comes to you and me babe, there will always be hope Tina pulled on Bette hands causing a surprised Bette to rise out of her chair and fall on top of her.

Tina whispered ever so softly Just know that I do love you! before she bought her lips to Bette in a gentle kiss; a soft, sweet, tender, friendly kiss.

Bette pulled away smiling at Tina, a little light headed from the sensation of Tinas lips on her own, before hugging her tightly, Thank you Tee I will not let you down againI promise baby!!

Tina: (seriously) I am really counting on that Bette!

For now, Friends! Bette thought, I can do that, with a huge smirk on her face




Tina remained in L.A. hospital for the next 4 weeks. Her physical injuries were healing nicely and she was beginning to feel human again. Tina was able to sit up in her bed, or in a chair, with some help, and was having intense physical therapy 5 times a week.

She was still paralysed from the waist down, having not felt even the slightest tingle in her legs, leaving Dr Hunter and her team more than a little perplexed. Further tests completed on Tinas head, every imaginable test available, at Dr Hunters request, revealed no medical reason for her condition.

Dr Hunter had seen cases like Tinas before, rarely but yes she had seen them. She was hopeful that it was just a matter of time, Tina just needed a spark, a memory, a tingle, anything really to kick start that part of her brain and more than likely the movement and ability to walk would come rushing back, it was basically all up to Tina.

Bette visited Tina every single day. She would stop by after finishing at the gallery, no matter how long or stressful her workday had been, and Bette really made an effort to talk through things with Tina; to tell her how she was feeling and what was happening in her life. Surprisingly sharing her life again with her wife had Bette feeling less stressed than she had in a long time.

On the weekend Bette would spend most of the day at the hospital, taking Tina out into the hospital grounds, conversing and just spending time together, ensuring that their relationship was growing; building a strong foundation for when Tina did come home, when she was discharged. Tina was beginning to see that Bette was really trying to change, but was still her Bette too!

They spoke in depth, about the affair and subsequent break up, and what lead them to that point in the first place. Tina accepted that Bette was sorry for the betrayal and knew that they were in a much better place in their relationship now, and from what she had seen and heard since the accident, Tina was confident that Bette would not be so careless with her heart again, granting her forgiveness both women agreeing never to forget.

Tina was adamant about them being friends though, for the moment anyway, but Bette was hopeful. Tina was sending out more than just friends signals and Bette wasnt certainly going to push. she was just going to remain quietly confident figuring it was just a matter of time!

Since their talk a little over 4 weeks ago Bette was tryingshe was really trying.

Tina was happy and optimistic about the way their relationship was progressing too. She could see she could feel that Bette loved her.

She still hadnt told Bette about her plans when she was released from hospital, but that seemed so far away to Tina and she was still hopeful of making a full and complete recovery by then. but as the days passed her by, her time was hastily running out.

Dr Stephanie Hunter and Tina had become good friends. Stephanie was much more than just a doctor to Tina; she was like a confidant. Anytime Tina was feeling depressed or angry or just plain sad with her current predicament and Bette wasnt around, the doc. was always willing to lend a friendly ear, and Tina was extremely grateful.

Stephanie was a great doctor and had this immediate, somewhat unfamiliar desire to do what ever she could to help Tina; from the moment she met her. She didnt understand it first, but once she got to know Tina, the real Tina, she acquired a better understanding why, and the two women almost instantly became friends!

At first Bette was hesitant, even a tad jealous of the friendship the gorgeous brunette doctor seemed to have formed with her Tee, and in such a short period of time; but that quickly abated when Tina informed Bette that Dr Stephanie was a happily married woman, happily married for the last 12 months and to seal the deal .her and her man were planning on having a family.

In light of the new information, Bette was then more than happy that Tina had found a new friend.

Tina on the other hand still couldnt believe how accurate some parts of her coma induced dreams were.


It was Monday Evening, four and a half weeks into Tinas stay in hospital.

Dr Hunter entered Tinas room while Tina was lying snugly in Bettes arms; contently listening to the mundane conversation they were engaged in about a new exhibit Bette and the gallery was trying to obtain.

Tina missed these types of moments, maybe most of all, when Bette used to come home from a long workday and converse with her about anything and everything. When they used to take the time. and make the effort, to talk and really listen to each other. It was times like thattimes like this now, which made Tina feel truly loved!

Tina sadly thought to herself, When did we get so caught up in our own lives that we didnt care about each others anymore. Well never again!..

Dr Hunter interrupted Tinas thoughts, and Bettes ramblings, (politely smiling) Umexcuse me Tina, Bette, for a moment!

Tina looked up seeing the good doctor, skimming over her chart, (returning the smile) Hey Steph, so how am I doing today doc?

Bette just smiled hugging Tina tighter, listening intently.

Dr Hunter: (professionally) You tell me Tina? How are you feeling? Any pain, nausea, headaches.anything out of the ordinary?

Tina glared questionably at Dr Hunter, (a bit worriedly) Noooooo why? Bette felt Tina shift and tense ever so slightly in her arms.

Dr Hunter: (broadly smiling) Thats goodI just needed to make sure before I informed you of the good news!

Tina looked up at Bette and smiled warmly, then back to the doctor in anticipation, (surprised) Good News doc?

Dr Hunter: Yes! Tina, there is no longer anything we can do for you here at the hospital, so we are discharging you at the end of the week You can go home!

Upon hearing those four little words Bette flashed her million-dollar smile at Dr Hunter, confused at Tinas lack of response, (excited) Are you serious doctor? Tina canTina can come home? Did you hear that Tee! You can come home looking somewhat curiously, and teary eyed, down at the woman she loved.

Tina took a deep breath and looked back up at Bette smiling happily, mustering up as much excitement as she could. Tears were welling in her eyes too, but for an entirely different reason than her homecoming. Tinas first thought, her first realization was that she had to tell Bette what she hoped would never have eventuated.

Tina: Yeah, thats great babe. Pulling Bettes arms tightly around her, revelling in the feeling of warmth and love that Bettes body evoked, tentatively smiling at Stephanie.

Dr Hunter saw the uncertainty in Tinas eyes, and assumed it was just a reaction to Tina leaving the safe confines of the hospital and re venturing out into the real world, that would look considerably different to Tina now.

Dr Hunter: (compassionately) Your physical injuries are healing nicely Tina and I, we thought a change of scenery may help. There is nothing more we can possibly do in the hospital that you cannot do at home. (quizzically) You do want to go home dont you Tina?

The question hung in the air like a bad smell, for what seemed like forever, before Tina realized she had better answer, (casually) Yeah Stephof course I do!

Tina looked up at Bette a little hesitantly, unsure how her last reply wouldve been received. Bette had a huge grin on her face and locking her eyes with Tinas she leant down placing a gentle, tender kiss on her loves lips; her happiness flickering in her eyes, it appeared that Bette hadnt heard the last part of the conversation.

Tina was at least thankful for that, but she was dreading their conversation, even more so now, because of the look in Bettes eyes; a look of complete and utter happiness. Bette was under the assumption, reasonably so too, that Tina was going back home with herto their home!

Tina had been adamant about them being just friends, but she was sure she was sending mixed signals, she couldnt help it, and she was also sure that Bette knew as well as she did, it was nave to think that they could ever be just friends! So of course Bette would think she was going home with herTina hadnt told her otherwise. Why didnt I just ***** tell her before? Tina thought berating herself

Bette didnt catch the last part of the doctors conversation, she was over the moon, overjoyed, overwhelmed, thinking to herself, over and over, tears welling in her enraptured eyes, (sighing) Tina my Tee is coming homeshes really coming home! smiling broadly into Tinas eyes.

Tina could see the joy radiating from Bettes eyes, from Bettes heart and her own heart was breaking.

Bette suddenly realized there was still a lot of a preparation she had to make to ensure their home was ready and complete for Tinas return, and Bette being Bette, she wanted to ensure it was doneNOW!

Dr Hunter: Ok thenTina, if you need me for anything at all just get the nurse to buzz ok!

Tina still gazed at Bette, finding her beaming smile and happy demeanour contagious, (gratefully) Ok thanks doc! as Stephanie exited the room.

After Dr Hunter left, Tina and Bette just gazed lovingly at each other, in silence, both women lost in different emotional thoughts.

Nancy walked into Tinas room just after Dr Hunter exited. Observing the joyous, love filled looks on Bette and Tinas faces as they stared intently at one another, she couldnt help but smile too, Hey Bette, hey sweetheart! (giving Tina and Bette a warm, loving hug) Whats going on here then? How are you feeling baby girl?

Bette snapped out of her hypnotic gaze, seeing Nancy. Making a move off Tinas bed, untangling their bodies, (a permanent smile plastered on her face) Great, Im glad youre here Nancy. Can you stay with Tina for the next few hours? I just have a few things I need to do (looking happily at Tina). And Tee has some great news to tell you! standing up, straightening out her shirt and pants.

Nancy looked at her daughter in wonder and curiosity, Sure, of course I can! Whats this good news honey?

Tina quickly spoke up, momentarily ignoring her moms question, (sombrely) Babe, I really need to talk to you before you go.! Bette missed the concerned, nervous look on Tinas face; she was currently on cloud 9 and a bit oblivious to everything except the good news.

Bette: (taking Tinas hands in her own, looking intently at her love) Of course baby, what is it?

Tina: (nervously, hesitantly) Bette I I

A nurse burst through Tinas door, interrupting the conversation, (abruptly) Tina, its time for your shower hun! Ill be back in 5 minutes to collect you ok. (looking at Bette and Nancy) Your visitors can wait here, you wont be long.

Tina: Ok Thanks! and the nurse was gone as quickly as she had arrived.

Tina: (frustratingly) I will have to talk to you later babe.

Bette leaned down and softly, tenderly kissed Tina on the lips, (still smiling) Ok you enjoy your shower Tee, and Ill be back in a few hours. (habitual) I love you the words were out of Bettes mouth before she even realized what she was saying.

Tina: (quietly, she couldnt help it either) I love you too. Bette heard Tinas words and felt all fuzzy inside. She knew Tina only wanted to be friends for now, but Tina was coming home and Bette was more than a little hopeful! She gave Nancy a quick hug, not wanting to make a big deal of the I love you admission and rush Tina into anything, just walking merrily out the door.

Nancy immediately glared at her daughter, Sweetie, what are you doing? Youre not still coming home to San Francisco with me are you? You should be going home with your wife!

Tina: (stubbornly) Mom, I need to stick to my original decision. Who knows if I will ever walk again?

Nancy: (concernedly) Bette doesnt care about that sweetieat all! Cant you see? I can from a mile away Tina; you two, you should be together. Didnt you see how happy Bette was? How much she loves you? How much you love her?

Tina: (tears streaming down her cheeks) It may sound stupid but that is why, because I love her so much momI need to set her free, and if we really are meant to be, we will find each other again. I just need for her to make sure that she will not be missing out by having me in her life, by having to take care of me. I want her to have the chance at a FULL life and I am unable to give that chance to her!

Before Nancy could answer her daughter, respond to her stubbornness, a trait she had obtained from her father, the Nurse returned and took Tina for her shower.

Nancy: (giving Tina a big hug) Ill be right here when you get back ok sweetie! We will discuss this further ok!

Tina: (rolling her eyes, hugging her mom tightly) Thanks mom!

Nancy sat in Tinas empty room for a few minutes deep in thought. She couldnt help but think that her daughter was making a huge mistake.

Of course she wanted Tina home with her, so she could take care of her, for as long as she needed her too; she always would, but she saw her daughterher beautiful daughter, without her wife, without Bette, when she had returned home totally crushed and demoralized, just a shell of the woman that she was a few short months ago. Nancy also saw how the two of them had worked through their heartache and pain, arriving at where they were now, perhaps more in love than ever.

Nancy made a decision; she loved her daughter more than anything and knew that there was only one person in the world that could really help her through thisthat could really make her daughters life a happy one. She walked into the lobby and picked up the pay phone.



Bette had arrived home and was busy preparing their house for the return of her Tee; she wanted everything to be perfect. Just the thought of Tina finally returning to their home, with her, where she belonged, warmed and mended Bettes heart.

She was so immersed in her thoughts and the anticipation, that Bette nearly didnt hear the phone ring.

Bette picked up after the 4th ring, just before the machine did, wondering who would be calling her, at home, at that time of the day; not knowing the caller I.D. number Bette coolly answered, Hello Bette Porter.

Nancy: (hesitantly) Hi Bette, its Nancy.

Bette initially panicked, Nancy, why are you calling? Is Tina ok? Whats happened? Im coming back there. Ill be there in 10 minutes.

Nancy: No Bette, listen! Tina is fine, I just need to speak to you about an important matter..

Bette took a deep relieving breath, (curiously) Ok..what is it? Are you sure Tina is ok?

Nancy: Bette

Tbc!