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    Shake- Chapter38. (Continuation of other story)

    Story written on April 5, 2005 by Kat.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=53029
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    L.A.

    If I was asleep I would be dreaming. Maybe I was asleep with my eyes open? This could not be reality. Reality dealt out an unfair hand with a sprinkling of disrespectful, balanced irony on the side, if you were lucky. But no, I pinch myself and I can still feel pain. So surely my body is awake, I can feel pain and I can feel love. But my mind is caught up in an imaginary era where the immediate world is constantly bathed in light. Is it right that one person should experience so much joy and happiness? When there are millions of people every day caught up in the torment which is so aptly baptised life, but usually defined as death. Maybe it wasn’t for my mind to know, I had been given this opportunity for a reason and to think it away was to slap the gift back into the hands of fate.

    But what was fate other than a series of events and coincidences named by humanity to attach a meaning to it. If it wasn’t for my wandering mind these questions would not even be entertained. But as I sit in a room designed for inspiration and expression all I can do is think. Get swept up by speculations about what was right or wrong, good or bad.

    My hand had been poised over the blank canvas before me for a good fifteen minutes now. The muscles in my wrist had begun to ache and beg for comfort. I let the hand fall, my lap acting as a soft cushion for the drained digits. The dark stain of charcoal had been resident on the pad of my index and thumb for what seemed like forever. I washed and scrubbed the persistent pigment of my work off for it only to be replaced an instant later by another untimely bout of inspiration.

    I sighed and looked away from the bright, white pigment of the canvas I was supposed to soil with my impure perfection’s, consisting of lines and design which had no rule or reason in the perception of purity.

    The window on the far side of the studio opened up the outside world to the small confines of the safe and secure four walled workroom. Outside the sky was blue with the odd splash of clouds that drifted by at a leisurely pace. The sun had been shining constantly since I had arrived in this City Of Angels. An alien environment to my own, which seemed to be more bothered by looks and price than the splendour of life and the beauty of the environment which surrounded all of its residents.

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    1. Yeay Kat’s back!! so i have had a huge grin on my face since i saw you had posted, i think my son thinks i am MAD!!…hehe….
      Ok so the story….
      Wow! what a way to return girl………Cool twist. Can’t wait to see where you’re going with this. As always brilliantly written. Keep going, soon please……I gotta say really glad you’re back mate:)

    3. mm-mm the Kitty Kats back *doing the confussed Kat dance* lol… ok so Millies a rich bitch, trixie is a bit preoccupied and Max is Whack… niiiice!!!!
      So so so glad ur back with this I know its been a mad 14days (its only been 14 days! omg)… U know where to find me if u need anything babes x
      p.s. to y’all out there, show the love man.. take a minute to comment, u know u wanna!!!!!

    5. Hmm ok, call me crazy (no really my given name is Crazy ;-) ) ahem anyway.. so u know, new to the site looking around thinking hmmm, wot can I do to avoid revision…. I know read this whole thing from start to current! Madness, U really know how to write huh… R u published at all? I love how its not all dialogue but some introspection too! Ace story…

    6. Hmmm ok, so I wasnt very stelth then eh!! LMAO.. Im just trying to make u happy baby.
      Can’t wait to give you a huge hug, to make it all better.. xxx

    9. Kat I just realized you started up your story again. I am so happy to see you’re back. I love this story and your writing is filled with such humor and is so well written. Thanks

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