It wasnt until the wee hours that Bette finally drove back home, even more agitated than before. Where the ***** could Tina be? She certainly wasnt at Alices and Bette couldnt get a hold of any of the other girls because it was so late and they werent answering. And if they werent answering then Tina wasnt thereright?
Now when Bette called Alice she was half-crazed with so many feelings Alice almost called the police herselfAlice answered the phone and immediately Bette yelled Give me to Tina Give me to Tina!!! Worried Alice tried to get what happened out of Bette but only received silence then a click as Bette hung up. Wondering what was up Alice called Tinas cell phone and left a message, and later went to bed wondering what the ***** was going on. Bette ran her hand through her hair and contemplated calling the policefucking policethey wouldnt consider Tina a missing person until 24 hours
Eventually Bette pulled back into her own driveway and entered her homerather their homejesus who knew now? Taking out the Vodka from the freezer and the orange juice from the fridge she fixed herself a screwdriver. Gulping it down, sputtering a little, she thought about what to do next. Well, she could sleepGod she was so tired
Two hours later Bette was still turning over and over in bed thinking about the last few hours unable to push them back. The night eventually turned a very dark blue and she finally got up, unable to sleep. After a very long shower in which she nodded off a couple of times in the heat Bette got ready for work. Completely exhausted, worried, shamed and numb-Bette started to berate herself.what happened to the collected Bette calm Bette in-control Bette cool Betteshe desperately wanted to get a hold of herself.
well, fine.if Tina wanted to hide from her then she can just go aheadif she found her T would just push Bette awayright? This is what she wantswell she can go squirrel away then

But as soon as Bette pulled out of the driveway to work she felt that feeling, an emptiness where T usually was and the road seemed much more ominous and scary.