For the following days, Bette had been living like a zombie. She could not indicate what she was feeling, she was so numb that even when she burnt herself with hot water, she could not feel it as well. Alice had become even more worried as Bette would not say a word about her feeling to her. Bette had tried to shut the feeling out and basically shutting all her other feelings out. She had become practically robot, just living her life on daily routine for work.

But one day, Alice received a message from Bette for a get together at Milk. Alice could hear from Bettes voice that she still sounded defeated and had not let it all go. At night, Alice arrived at Milk packed with people. To her surprise, she saw Bette flirting off with a model-like or even ***** star alike blonde at the bar. Slowly Alice approached the 2 heating horny women. She cleared her throat when she reached Bettes side and the two were kissing passionately. Feeling awkward, Alice said Hi Bette. then turning to the blonde Hi. The blonde just tilted her head and winked at Alice while Bette introduced them to each other. For the whole night, Alice kept on rolling her eyes to the two women who seemed like could not take their hands off from each other, she barely had a word with Bette until Bette decided to leave with the blonde. Thats great, thats just great thought Alice angrily and walking out from Milk.

After a few days, Alice went to Milk to hang out after her hectic day at work. The bartender nodding her head towards a direction where Alice found her friend, Bette locking lips with a brunette. She seems like getting a lot of actions these days, the night before last was Mary, last night was Kellie, and tonightanonymous stated the bartender while wiping the glass on her hand. Alice just kept looking for a while then turned away feeling a stab of pain through her chest as she did not know what to do with Bette. Feeling frustrated she downed her liquor then out she went did not dare to watch her friend anymore.

Bette had been with different one night stander for each night to fill her emptiness. There is a hole in her heart that she wished she could seek someone to refill the hole and take away her pain, fear and loneliness. Alice had tried to call Bette to talk to her or even asked her out for a meet up. But Bette kept on shutting her out giving excuses of her busy work or she had company.

Came to the premiere night of The L Word in LA. Bette did not ask Alice to be her guest for the ceremony anymore; instead she brought her model and ***** star alike blonde date to the premiere. Both of them shinning off the red carpet as they were both sexily dressed and openly showing their kissing, hugging, tugging and touching each other.

When Tina arrived with Eric, Tina felt her heart dropped seeing Bette being so close and intimate with the big-***** blonde. Bette was too occupied with her companion to realize that Tina was standing there looking at her. Jealousy started to form from Tinas stomach, she felt an angst burnt lighting up from her back. Her stomach somersaulting making her wanted to puke at her sight. When Bette lifted her head from nibbling her dates neck and looked in Tinas way, Tina quickly pulled Eric by the jacket collar into her for a passionate hungry kiss. She snaked her hands around and digging her fingers into Erics hair while their lips crushing and tongues obviously fighting each other. The camera flashes went off like crazy with the two couples keep on openly displaying their ravenous affectionate to each other.

Ms. Kennardcan you post for a shot with Ms. Porter? came from the reporter photographer from their booth. Feeling her heart being pulled tightly, Tina nodded gently and smiled shyly while walking to the center to meet Bette for a post for the photo shots. Anger and jealousy burning in both the actresses as they stood awkwardly with a gap in between each other for the shots.

Closer please requested one of the reporter photographer. They looked at each other oddly and avoiding eye contact while moving closer to each other. Now standing side by side with their shoulders almost touching. After an amount of flashes, Ermmore intimate please another reporter requested while showing a hugging post. A round laughter came from the booth then both the actresses joined them for a laugh, their mood were lighten but nervousness started to sneak into them. They turned to each other; Here goes thought both the actresses, taking a deep breathe while proceed to hug each other.

When they came to physically contact with each other, the world around them seemed fading, the flashes going down and they looked at each other only to find how they missed each other dearly. Leaning in for a tight embrace, both of them were lost in each others touch. Grabbing the rare chance to take in the soft, warm and secure feel that only they could give and take from each other. They had not been so peaceful and felt so secure since the last time they met each other.

They lingered on each other a bit longer, and then hesitantly, Tina loosened her grip. Bette let out a soft frustrate moan when Tina was pulling back slowly. Hearing that, Tina felt a chill rushed down to her spine. Without realization, she leaned her head into Bettes a little, having her nose tip brushed through Bettes right cheek as if seeking for a kiss while she was pulling herself back from the hug. Bette was lost then and about to turn her head to meet Tinas lips. Before the lips could reach the soft, velvety destination, someone put their arms over Betttes shoulder and dragged her out to post for another photo shots. With the break, both of them were thrown back on the ground. They both looked at each other helplessly and saw the ache to feel each other again through their eyes.