OUR FUTURE

It took her a few moments to get her bearings. As she slowly slipped back into reality, bracing herself against the door for support, her legs still weak with excitement from the kiss, she had a hundred questions running through her mind. The one question that seemed to ring the loudest, that bullied its way to the forefront of her mind was: WHAT THE ***** JUST HAPPENED!?!?

The thought ran over and over in her head. She said it aloud, hoping that from some far off place the answer would come. To bad, no such luck. She raised her hand to her lips. The touch of her own fingers sent a spark up her spine. She started to panic as yet another thought made it self known. Thats your best friend, your best friend just kissed you, oh ***** and you just kissed your best friend back!?!

She felt a twinge in her stomach. Anxiety was starting to set in. What was she going to do? What did she want to do? Again, no answers came. She slowly turned to open the door, stopped and rested her head against it. WHAT THE ***** JUST HAPPENED!?!? Ok, stop thinking that!! Pull yourself together, calm down, if Tonya sees you like this, she will know something is up. She took a deep break, trying to compose herself and opened the door.

No noise came from the dark apartment. Tonya must have gone back to bed, she thought good that should buy me some time to figure out what to do next. She slowly climbed the stairs and walked to the bedroom door. She stopped and looks at the handle. She closed her eyes and heard a voice BEHIND THIS DOOR LIES YOUR FUTURE, almost shocked by the words, she turned around as if the words were spoken aloud by someone. A sense of relief flowed over her when she saw no one there. She leaned against the wall with a small smirk on her face. Then she slapped herself in the forehead, your such an idiot, who would be standing there at 5:00am in the morning, you are so losing it She slide down the wall and sat on the floor. BEHIND THIS DOOR LIES YOUR FUTURE, the magnitude of the statement hit her like a ton of bricks, the words flowing at her as if from some far off place that she could not see. That familiar twinge in her stomach returned, only this time it has brought friends. The twinge began to turn into an all out ache. Holding her stomach she asked herself, what is wrong with me?