Previously:
She did, but I said I was taking you out for dinner. She said shed call you later, dont worry. Dana smiled and looked over at Tina who hadnt seemed to notice that they werent exactly downtown, that they were on Bettes street. They rolled to a stop outside the large house, and Tina finally looked up.

Why are we here? A confused Tina asked.

Just go, dont ask questions. Back door is open for you. Dana pushed Tina out of the car and sped off without another word.

Tina stumbled to her feet and wandered to the back door, sure enough, she gave a push and it opened. She was quiet, finding her way up to Bettes room.

When she opened the door to Bettes room, she was shocked at the sight she saw.

Bette Porter was in the corner, her legs tugged to her chest and tears cascading down her cheeks. Im a failure… She muttered, not seeing Tina there. I will never mean anything to anyone. *****.

You mean everything to me, Tina whispered softly into Bettes ear. Never question that…




Tina? Bette said, instantly wiping away the tears as her puffy eyes found Tinas kneeling form. I didnt hear you come in…

Its okay, Im here now. Whats up, baby? She took Bettes shaking body in her arms, fingers gently stroking long brunette curls. Seeing the owner of her heart in such a down state made Tina want to cry, she let Bettes face find her shoulder where sobs shook through her shoulders again. Shhhh…. Its okay…

No its not. Bette replied, her strong voice muffled by tears and the soft cotton of Tinas shirt. Nothing is okay, nothing will ever be okay. She shouted, causing Tina to recoil.

Bette what happened? Tina asked, gently bringing a finger beneath Bettes chin. She gently pulled upward, bringing Bettes eyes to her own. I dont understand.

The brunette shook her head, Drew and I… had *****. Not like its anything new, but…. I didnt want it.

Tina was surprised even though she had prepared herself for this moment, Did he rape you, Bette?

No, nothing like that. Bette curled up in Tinas arms, appreciating the warmth that radiated from the blondes body. She cleared the tears, I went along with it, I gave him permission. But what was I supposed to do? I cant break his heart on our anniversary.

I know that, but you need to tell him Bette. Youre going to drag this out for too long, and the longer you wait, the more heartbreaking its going to be. Candied lips found the top of Bettes head, Im going to let Billy go tonight, because I cant go on being with you, knowing that I love you so much, and having him there thinking that Im head over heels for him.

Ill be here for you, T. Bette whispered, But I need to keep Drew for a while longer, I need to accept this all before I make a decision. Im sorry.

The blonde felt her heart drop, her mind running overtime. She was second best as of right now, Drew had superiority. Maybe this was all some game Bette was playing, maybe it wasnt real at all. But promise me that you will, Bette. Please, I cant go on like this. Tina said quietly, I want all of you.

I know, and I want to give you all that I can. But this is hard for me, T. I havent even accepted that fact that Im falling in love with you. I still think of this as a dream, its crazy. Bette shook her head, One second you think you know everything, the next everything is in disarray

I havent accepted anything, except that I am in love. I love you Bette, I do. I havent ever felt this way for anyone in my whole entire life. Not that Ive had experience or anything, but this is different. I want to spend every moment with you, in school, out of school, any time. But things keep that from happening, and it makes me feel so deprived.

Tina, I know that you love me, and I want to be able to say I love you too. But when I say it, I want it to be 100% real, nothing tying me down. I want you to have all of me, I want to be through with Drew, I want to sort out my life so that I can make this work. I just need time, we need to be patient. Deep brown orbs studied hazel. This can work, I want it to.


Bette, when youre with Drew…. do you… you know, enjoy it? Tina asked shyly, taking Bettes soft hands in her own. She hated changing the subject, but it was necessary.

Bette stopped for a moment, her mouth agape. She searched for the words that she knew were there, but had no will to come out, she didnt want to admit it to herself. No. She said simply, squeezing Tinas hand. I only enjoy being with you, more than I have ever enjoyed being with him.

I enjoy being with you more. Tina smirked and trailed a finger along the slope of Bettes nose.

No you dont, liar. Bette laughed and nipped at Tinas finger. The finger traced lightly along Bettes lips before bringing them to Tinas in a smoldering kiss. Lips parted in unison, no need to beg for permission. The kiss lasted longer than any of their other ones, leaving each girl breathless.

Tina looked to Bette, I want to get rid of him. Right now. She dug through her pockets, finding the cell phone that her mom had given her for emergencies to call home. She dialed the number from memory, letting Bette press the send button for her.

Bette smirked and kissed along Tinas cheekbone, along her jaw, down along her neck. Tina inhaled sharply and waited for the voice on the other line.

Hello? A male answered loud enough for Bette to hear. She continued her assault on Tinas neck, sucking and nibbling lightly along the flesh of Tinas collarbone.

Billy? Tina said, hiding the pleasure that attempted to filter into her words. Hey its Tina.

Hey! Hows California? Better not be any guys that youre hooking up with down there. He gave a short chuckle.

Well, how about girls? Tina thought, but she spoke differently. Well actually, I was just calling to you know…. end this.

What? He said, surprise coating his words. Wait, is there somebody else?

You could say that. Tina shrugged, enjoying the soft sensation of Bettes warm breath on her exposed flesh. Im sorry, I just… couldnt hold on any longer. This long distance thing isnt good. Im sorry.

Well, actually, I dont mind it much. Ive been waiting for you to leave me so I wouldnt have to break your heart.

Oh? Tina said, Is there somebody else for you too?

Sara and I had a little bit of fun at the beach last week, the long distance thing is really bad. He nodded, Im glad that we could both agree.

Yeah, sorry Ive gotta run. Ive got an extremely… ***** beast laying gentle kisses along my neck. Driving me crazy, goodbye. Keep in touch! She hung up and practically mauled Bette, bringing their lips together.

Easy as that? Bette whispered onto Tinas lips, He didnt sound very mad.

Well, he was fooling around with my best friend anyway. Tina laughed and kissed Bette passionately. Good for him.

If only it were that easy for me. Bette smiled.

It could be, you never know. Tina shrugged and found her feet, helping Bette up with her. I still owe you breakfast, dont I?

Dont worry about it. Bette laughed. I was the one that ran out on you this morning, I should owe you breakfast.

You dont owe me anything. Tina smirked and winked, Your kisses are enough to keep me satisfied.

Well, my dad isnt going to be home for a few hours. Bette suggested, arching both brows.

Dirty girl. Tina responded, patting Bettes supple and firm behind.

Actually, I was hoping we could have dinner. Here.

Can you cook? Tina asked.

***** no, thats why youre going to. Bette grabbed Tina and led her down to the kitchen. We can try to do it together, Ill set the table, you browse the cabinets.

Alright, babe. Tina stole a quick kiss and began the adventurous task of searching through the beautiful oak cabinets. She took down things as needed, setting their boxes and bottles on the counter. She pulled open the fridge, browsing through the vegetable drawers. She grabbed a few peppers, and various other veggies, setting them on the counter top as well.

Bette set the table for two, setting out wine glasses. Hope you drink, Ill crack open a bottle of wine. Dad wont miss it.

Hope you like stir fry, Its the only thing I can make. Tina laughed and withdrew a knife, beginning to slice the vegetables at a rapid pace. She tossed them into a frying pan, dousing them with a hearty amount of teriyaki sauce. As she added a small amount of oil, a flame exploded from the skillet. Tina jumped back as the flame singed a towel, causing it to catch on fire.

Oh *****. Bette laughed and dug through the cabinets, searching for the box of baking soda.

*****! Tina yelled, grabbing a towel from beside the sink. She began to hit at the fire, Bette trying to pour the baking soda all over the place. The two of them were laughing hysterically until the flames died out, and they both collapsed on the floor clutching their stomachs.

Okay, note to self; no longer allow Tina near an open flame. Bette laughed, poking Tina in the side.

Yeah I just almost burned the house down, *****! She reached for the phone, Take out is sounding kinda good right now.

You have no idea, The brunette responded, pulling Tina in for a kiss as fiery as the kitchen was a moment ago.

TBC