Bette kept holding Tina’s hand, tears dripping all over the bed. She’d buzzed the nurses and just couldnt stop crying. Tina was waking up, she was going to be okay, they were going to talk things over, and they’d be ok. Bette couldnt stop staring at Tina;’s beautiful face, it was so relaxed. Unlike before, at their place. She’d been so upset, Bette had been heartbroken, she’d been hurt so bad. The screaming and crying was secondary to the pain Bette had seen behind her eyes.

Cant belive I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put you through you still stuck around and stayed by my side,
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you were a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right, coz without you in my life girl

Im so lonely so lonely

Suddenly Bette could see tears welling behind Tina’s eyes. Bettes heart just stopped. She couldn’t see Tina cry, not again, she hated the pain she felt when Tina cried, when Bette knew she’d hurt Tina. Tina was choking now, trying to talk thought the tube still down her throat. Bette panicked, unable to see Tina like this, knowing it was her fault. She ran to the door, screaming for help, scared that Tina was going to die and it’d be her fault. All her fault. 

Had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad, coz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashing down

A nurse came running in, Kit behind her. The nurse set about removing the tube from Tina’s throat as Kit tried to calm Bette down. Bette screamed when they tried to pull it out of Tina’s throat, sure they were going to hurt her. She was half hysterical, unable to think rationally, running on no food and no sleep. The only thing keeping her going was the thought of hearing Tina’s voice.

Never thought that I’d be alone, I didn’t think you’d be gone this long,
I just want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and come on home
come on home, baby girl I didn’t mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out,
I never wished I’d ever hurt my baby, and its driving me crazy


Tina coughed madly, as Kit directed a sobbing Bette into a chair beside Tina, as Bette took her hand, Tina turned her head over, choking out 2 words and pulling her hand away.

“Go away!”

Bettes heart stopped again, the whole scene freezing before her. She felt vomit rising in her throat. Her baby, her Tina, her forever, had just told her to go away. A rushing noise was heard in her ears, above Tina’s screaming, and crying. Screaming at Bette. 


Ain’t nowhere in the globe I’d rather be,
Ain’t noone in the globe
I’id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely